Dear Mr. Sky;

no the airplane is not a wishing star

2011-08-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

*sila rujuk entry bawah, kalau tak, tak faham*

let's imagine we are all in a dream, a dream where all of us are now in front of the gates of Paradise. and now, we're gonna recall back some moments that we've just passed through in able to be right where we are now.. in front of the Gates of Paradise.

some of us just went through al-hisaab, but let's imagine we are the people of that Prophet saw said that are not being accountable for --they will straight go to Jannah! Straight! no hisaab, no questioning, no torture, no nothing.

and the Prophet saw continued and said, these people --when they enter Jannah, the first person to enter will not enter until the last people will enter. what does this mean? they will enter Jannah in a straight line! together! in some narration, the Prophet saw said they will join hands when stepping into Jannah.

and then the Khatib paused.

...

"they will join hands when stepping into Jannah..."

...

at this time, some people's faces dah start berubah, they got what the khatib trying to say. I, as always, tak faham-faham lagi, still main kuis-kuis carpet lagi hehe but then he continued,

"as i said at the beginning, this is your dream. so who you do see joining hands with you at this moment, taking the first step into Jannah?"

my hand stopped menguis carpet.

"who do you wish to hold your hands and enter this.. this miraculous everlasting full of happiness garden?"

who?

a mother hold tightly to her little baby,

eyes closed,

tears flowing.

i took a glance at my mom's face. her head faced down, my cheeks turned red.

"don't think of one, Allah is far more Merciful than that!"

a namelist of people popped in my head. one by one. and the names kept adding. at this point on, i couldnt really concentrate on the khutbah. ya Allah... there are so many people.. ya Allah... i want all of them...

mama, daddy, along, angah, iman, baby... my friends lagi...

"what are you doing all this while? your actions are as if you wanna enter Paradise alone? you wanna enter Paradise alone? you sitting in your castle looking at your breathtaking gardens.. but you're enjoying the view by yourself, yes there's the angels and the hooral ayn and all, but those you loved? will they be next to you enjoying as well?"

truthly,

i also want to hold..

his hands too... and that is my perfectly complete ending.

p/s: please help me make my wish come true? please..

ultimate victory, ultimate kebahagiaan

2011-08-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

(i couldnt find the exact word in english tht truly fits kebahagiaan as i intended it to sound so yeah, title rojak hehe)

khutbah tadi was amazingly beautiful, i think almost everybody cried in silent.

the title of today was

"At the Gates of Paradise :')"

the khatib started off with saying Why do you fast?

Why do I fast?

Why do we all fast?

and then he went on with saying yeah, because Allah commanded us to do so. but you see, from the Prophet saw, we knew that Ramadhan is divided into three.

the beginning is Rahmat, tht's why we see many people in the first 10 days nonstop giving food to neighbours, go visit orphanage, buy boxes of water bottle to place at the corner of masjid --- all seeking for the rahmat of Allah.

the middle is Magfirah, forgiveness from Allah.. people starts to prolong their dua at this time because a wise person would understand how vital this part of the month is. because.. we.. all of us.. are not free from sins...

and the ending is Najatun-Nar. and this is the complete ending.

*to be continued*

beyond the clouds

2011-07-30T10:37:00.000-07:00

on my way back from my arabic class one day, my friend asked me, "ma ma'na rayyan?" so i answered, "aks 'atsyan. leysh?"

"what is the meaning of rayyan?"

"it's the opposite of thirsty. why?"

my friend smiled and asked me another question, "what is the name of the Gate for those who are fasting?" as i was about to answer, something hit me. heh, i smiled.

and tht was when i discovered something beyond.

beyond human intellect capability.

you see, there are 8 gates of Paradise. but only one of them, Allah reveals its name. and that is Ar-Rayyan. and through hadith, we know that this gate is only for those who are fasting. no one else can enter Paradise through this gate. and at the beginning of this post, you already knew what rayyan literally means. doesn't this make you smile as well? :)

itulah Aqmar, terlampau excited sgt

2011-07-29T12:47:00.001-07:00

okay so maaaaaybe ada a bit mistake from my last post.. it's not my last post after all hik hik

remember where i said lagi dua hari nak puasa tak sabar and all. well today is after-the-dua-hari tapi i miscalculated T___T ouch, and today is not Ramadhan yet. but today, barulah betul untuk ckp Ramadhan is lagi dua hari.... (ahhh maluu kat Twitter, Facebook dah ber-buhbye buhbye dah, aaaaa maluuuu)

typing pun jadi perlahan gila sbb tgh..malu....

k tkpe Aqmar.. jgn malu..evryone makes mistake..(ahah ayat syok sendiri)

anyway! (cpt2 tukar topic) just so you know, im still re-adapting with the weather here (walaupun dah 3 bulan duduk sini balik? yup walaupun.) it's 50 degrees in the day TE.TA.PI. at night time it'll be as low as 38 degrees alhamdulillah :) subuh pulak pukul 3 and maghrib around late 6, aaand i think tht's more than fine :) kalau london, lagi lama. here i'll show you an approximate schedule subuh - maghrib

DOHA : 3 am - 6 pm

LONDON: 4 am - 10 pm

MSIA: 6 am - 7 pm

man, you malaysians have it easyyy okay. dah lah baru panas sikit nak complain bertubi-tubi kat twitter.

jangan..

Allah tak suka orang yang tak bersyukur.

malaysia lah i think timing dia paling best and weather dia sgt foine. so kalau kita punya Ramadhan tak dpt "full marks", apa alasan yg kita boleh bagi masa "report card day"...

nanti?

.....

so okay people! today imma gonna talk a lil bit about wht we should do masa Ramadhan. yes, a lil bit. (he he he he) so im guessing banyaaak lah kita dgr pasal puasa bukan lah hanya menahan diri dari lapar dan dahaga, etc etc. and stuff like nak habis kan baca Quran dlm bulan Ramadhan, etc etc. as cliche as those statements sound, tht doesnt mean they are off from being true!

Ramadhan ni memang bukan month of fasting shj, it is also a month of Quran! :)

tht's why kalau kita tgk kan, para sabahat kan, mcmane dorg baca Quran, mmg .. subhanAllah!

"it is reported that Qatadah used to complete a recitation of the Quran once every seven nights, and when Ramadhan came, once every three nights. During the last ten nights, he would complete a recitation every night."

bam.

patutlah the best amongst people are the para sahabat.

kita masa kecil2 pernah khatam Quran sekali, terus betul2 khatam baca Quran.

and kita igt senang macam tu, kita confirm "good report card" dlm gengamam..

...

this, really, goes to myself first before anyone else. i truly need this reminder as i am also an insan. and an insan literally comes from a root word "forget" so we are naturally forgetful.

i received a lot of gmails (terima kasih kawan-kawan :), telling me about ideas on how to plan our schedule accordingly so that insyAllah we could complete the recitation of the whole Quran during Ramadhan.

and i find this one particular idea suits me best, that is ----> reading 4 pages every fard prayer! (you could divide 2 pages before and after)

let's do a bit of math here shall we?

(darab dgn 5 kali solat)

4 x 5 = 20 right?

then times 30 days of Ramadhan = 600!

and a normal copy of Quran has 604 pages (like mine! hik hik) and the last 4 pages, i bet anyone could finish within minutes. so i think insyAllah, we could really do it! jyeahhh

okay, people, tht's it for today. i pray to Allah, He'll blessed all of you who are reading and may we are placed amongst those whom be bestowed favours, amin! :)

MARI BERSIH MALAYSIA

2011-07-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

(amboi skrg semua title pun nak capslock lah kan)

assalamualaikum earthlings :)

you know what is cool?

THE FEELING AFTER YOU'VE FINISHED AN EXAMMMMMMM HOOOYEAHHHHH *lari-lari satu padang

ehem okay,

im just kidding. relax, tht's not cool pun

so ya know what's cool? (bajet coolnigga la cakap ya instead of you)

THE FEELING OF RAMADHAN IS COMINGGGG! HOOOOYEAAAHHHHH *lari-lari sambil angkat tangan dan tutup mata

ehem okay, ehem.

so lagi dua hari kita akan masuk ke bulan Ramadhan. (gila lah, i still cannot believe lagi dua hari kita akan masuk Ramadhaannnn omgggg) you know like when you have a... hmm nk bg example ape... okay let's say Malaysia vs Singapore ni. for sure, Malaysian players semua dh training gila2 for tht match kan, everyone pun excited, kat twitter kecoh psl harimau mengaum, kat facebook tk habis2 letak video pasal the previous match, sbb nk live up the spirit of this coming day kan. mmg spirit habis lah, dan lagilah yg plg patut spirited up are the players. tkde guna kalau satu Malaysia semangat2, players dia malas-malas je nak main. training pun tkde lah training sangat.

sama lah macam Ramadhan. who are the players?

and who are the supporters?

malaikat semua sgt sgt happy nak tunggu ketibaan Ramadhan ni. and Allah siap tutup pintu neraka and ikat all our enemies to sambut this amaaazing phenomenon event which lasts for a month!

tapi think about it, like ive just said, takde guna if the players are not spirited up. takde guna if the players malas-malas nak "main" and takde semangat pun untuk "event" ni. "training" pun tak buat. how on earth do you think the players will win?

and how on earth the supporters will gladly support the players then?

just think about it.

i used not to think about it, sebab well..it's ~~no fun~~ hard to think about it?

this whole idea needs a major issue of faith, majorrrr. if you dont believe, if you dont have faith in all the pillars of faith, how would you then "see" your supporters? your eager supporters...

in this world, you are never alone. it's quite hard to adapt this whole idea of you-are-never-alone nowadays because the society instills in us the total opposite. we hear a lot of phrases like "you are on your own", etc etc.

wow, really? im on my own?

so when im doing my exam, im on my own? so when im driving my car alone, im on my own?

wow.

if so, this life will be soooo miserable. haha really, just imagine. tht's why when you go try to talk to a newly-converted muslims, they are soooo eager to spread the truth. they are truly pumping, they'd do anything to be in this truth. because they've felt.. how life was like without this haq faith.... they've been thru a life on their own....

and today, you can find so many people with devastating idea of life. and quite many of them are even muslims - born muslims. this hits me until my mom asked me one question:

"ya Aqmar, what come first? Islam or Iman?"

i was astonished by this question that i know the answer by heart. but i never knew tht is the answer for all the mysteries of why lotsa muslims are not really.. muslims...

you see, what come first? (im guessing you all already know the difference between Islam and Iman. if not, check buku pafa on rukun Islam and Iman :) what did Rasulullah may peace be upon him deliver first - Islam or Iman? he told his ummah about Iman first, then barulah Islam menyusul. he instills Iman in the hearts of para sahabat first. ayat-ayat al-Quran yg mula-mula turun are all about Iman... about faith... then bila evryone is equipped with strong Iman, revelation of Islam came... verses upon verses are being cited on how to live the ultimate way of living... and now, it is easy for them to follow this ultimate way because their hearts have already submitted.

you know, A'isyah may Allah is pleased with her once said, (i cannot remember the exact words but it goes something like this) --> kalaulah ayat tentang hari qiyamat tak turun sewaktu dia 6 tahun dulu, dia takkan witness a day when ayat of prohibition of alcohols is revealed, people are just tuang-ing their wines outside their houses that the streets turned into a vast river of wines. how quickly they response to Allah's order masyAllah. and on the day when ayat of covering aurat is revealed, the believing women who hears this, inside the house quickly grab the curtain off the window and drap themselves, and those who are in the street, quickly pull their collar shirts and cover their head. just like that they obey. they dont need to wait for the right timing, or wait till they are married ke apa untuk cover their aurat, they do it right from the time Allah says do!

masyAllah, nak cerita pasal para sabahat mmg banyak. but what im trying to say here now is..that they have it right.. they instill no 1 Iman, then no 2 Islam. kita terbalik.. sbb kita dah mengucap dua kalimah syahadah, we thought we already have no 1. so we go on living with only no 2... padahal no 1 is not completed yet.. that's why no 2 seems to be so hard to the extend we argue about it? eleh bukan semuaorg pakai tudung tu baik. tak semestinya tak solat, orang tu jahat. hukum sedekah itu untuk org kaya je lah. and so on.

wow Aqmar you dah lari dari topic here.

okay berbalik kpd Ramadhan. one of my bestfriend send evryone an email apologizing before Ramadhan comes. people always minta maaf bila Syawal dtg padahal sepatutnya Ramadhan lah people should spirit up the idea of being in a pure state in this pure blessed month. so hik hik i also wanna say im sorry to everyone if i have wronged you in any kinds of forms. i am truly deeply sorry.

really, i am truly deeply sorry.

and sbb i have timed out everything (buhbye Twitter buhbye Facebook), the only way you can contact me is thru my gmail. so if there is something that you need to blurt out to me, do send an email to nurulaqmar@gmail.com

i really hope i could start off this Ramadhan "bersih" hahaha no wonder they set off before Ramadhan, because they too wanted Malaysia to celebrate Ramadhan in a "bersih" state, awww :)

so tht's it, this will be my last post for now, im timing out this blog as well. (buhye Blogspot) the next post will be after raya insyAllah :)

okay, may peace be upon you! (ceh nak tiru inianwarhadi lettew)

CAUTION: PHOTO SPAM ALERT!

2011-07-26T04:45:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum people :) it has been a longgggg time. well kalau balik Qatar mmg susah nak find time to blog (gila alasan padahal kat Malaysia, blog sekali sebulan je) haha i promise there will be some updates coming soon insyaAllah but not today. today i gotta do some studying: esok exam hwaaaa >:(

and i hope tht explains why ade series of whatthe pictures down here, some people have "unique" ways to release their tension.....

gamba sgt mengada, i'll stop posting. okbye haha!

tgh buat assignment procurement dan study quiz land surveying lagi dua jam,

2011-03-06T22:54:00.001-08:00

tiba-tiba tersedar bahawa February ada satu post aje. dan January takde lansung.

i have so manyyy to blog, like so manyyyy.

but im so busyy right now, like so busyyyyy.

thank God i dont have Facebook anymore,

if not, i'll get angry wall posts KAU HILANG MANEEE $#%$^&*

but anyway,

i kinda regret for not having Facebook because

i cant like pictures like these anymore

Ikram being Ikram.

hehe this one is for the Mazda contest i guess, i wouldnt knw i dont have Facebook

but if you do, please like this picture for me!

I so think they should win!

click here okay peeps ---> here!

p/s: like okay? mari ceriakan hidup mereka hahah

okay serious byk nk tulis dan update blog ini tapi

2011-02-04T06:30:00.000-08:00

for now,

GONG XI FA CAI PEEPS!

p/s: how's 2011 treating you? :)

p/s: kpd mereka2 yg masih tak tahu *ehem ehem* hehe i dah sampai Malaysia ok. actually i dah sampai Malaysia lamaaa dah, haha sorryyy. tolong jgn marah.

p/s: oh one more thing, i got myself a new pet! die sgt comel tp garang, dan pemalas hehe. kerja dia baring atas sofa aje. hehehe i love him

somewhere only we know

2010-12-19T07:49:00.000-08:00

yes, somewhere only we know.

haha another post yang mesti korang tak faham.

kecuali dia.

2022 kali kembara negeri arab

2010-12-07T02:38:00.000-08:00

jika anda seorang peminat bola, besar kemungkinan anda sudah tahu tahun 2022 nanti, negara yang paling famous will be..

*drumrolls*

Qatar!

ye, Qatar menang bidding untuk host FIFA World Cup 2022. diorg tak nak tahun lain sebab tahun lain macam 2018 atau 2026 atau yang lain-lain tak cantik, haha gedik tak. 2022 kan sedap bunyi nya. so diorg aim gila-gila bidding 2022 ni, diorg ckp diorg akan bina 12 football stadiums! gila membazir kan -.- 12 football stadiums kut, kalau dia nak buat 12 stadium untuk olympic boleh faham la juga, multi purpose la sikit 12 stadiums tu, tapi ini untuk football aje, aduhai

yg ini antara yang 5:

tapi pastu i watched Qatar's bidpresentation, and i was like ohhh, lps tu they'll dismantle the stadiums and give it to other countries. konon tak nak membazir lah

it is awesome how they're developing second generation open air cooling system. so eventhough it is held during summer which supposedly gonna be around 45 degree, it'll just gonna be around 25 degree in the open air stadiums.

then i heard they're planning on having some monorails around. this is quite absurd to me. if you're living here, you'll understand why i said that. i mean takde sape guna public transport kat sini. ade bus pun, itu untuk construction workers. dan taxi mostly used by budak sekolah pergi sekolah. other than that, semua orang macam bergerak mengguna kereta four wheel drive masing-masing. motorsikal sgt rare disini, sgt sgt sgt rare.

kalau ada pun, jenis yang macam harley davidson aje. itu pun sgt rare, sgt sgt sgt rare.

haha okay going off topic disitu, mari kita lihat prince charming nak? hahaha

masa ini, si putera baru balic membawa kemenangannn

kalah Patrick Dempsey punya smile :)

"Mama, nak duduk sini lama lagi boleh tak? hik hik hik."

kenapa lah kat Malaysia, takde putera handsome handsome :/

empat kali kembara negeri arab

2010-12-03T10:17:00.000-08:00

the one thing I like about Qatar is that the fact they never not wear their abaya. or jubah hitam in malay. they wear it for going out, shopping, classes, everything! even for jogging at the park pun they still wear their abaya. diorg buat mcm kembang sikit, so bila jogging senang. and bila dorg langkah, sila imagine queen yg pakai long flared-gown jalan. haaa

anyway, the point is I like how they maintain and proud to display their identity-- as an Arab. no strike that. as a Muslimah. at any given occasion!

kita pula terbalik, berubah-rubah. pergi ceramah baru pakai jubah. pergi kelas pakai baju kurung. pergi Pavillion dah lain dah pula.

hmmm

this reminds me of something. I had a Turkish lecturer for QSBE subject for Sem One. there's one time, he asked us, i forgot the exact words but it goes something like this:

"I dont get it, what is the function of Telekung?"

and a girl answered, "Telekung is for praying purposes."

and he was like, "I know that. I know you guys use it for praying. But why?"

the question hits me on the face. I know so well the answer for this. and I know so well that everybody knows the answer for this. But nobody wants to answer.

. . .

Nobody wants to answer.

the girl raises up her hand again, "because sometimes if our clothes are dirty or maybe our socks are wet. .

"Ala jangan tipu lah" my lecturer cut her, with his Turkish-malay accent yg sgt comel.

the whole class giggled.

"can i have the real answer now? no? okay, then let me tell you the reason why some people wear telekung for praying. not because their socks are wet!"

the whole class giggled again.

"but because they dont wear socks at all.. the reason they invent telekung is so that they dont need to wear what they are supposed to wear all the time --and im not talking about just socks here!"

the whole class giggled again again.

"brothers and sisters, we are supposedly cover ourself all the time as such when the bilal calls out for prayer, we can instantly join them --without the need to change, kalau baju kita kotor lagilah, buat apa mahu pakai?"

the whole class yes, giggled lagi.

"Islam sees cleanliness as a vital aspect in life so much that our prophet s.a.w said Cleanliness is part of Faith. so if you believe, if you're a believer --a Muslim, you have to be clean at all time."

at that moment I was like omggg. the words kept hitting me. pow pow pow

then he went back to the telekung issue.

"I personally dont like the idea of telekung. it gives us the concept of on and off.. when you meet Allah, wear telekung. when you're not praying, wear anything you like. and then from this, you apply it at other occasion. when you go to masjid, you wear scarf on your head, when you're not, you dont have to. are you saying Allah is not syai un basir? He is indeed All-Seer --inside and outside masjid, in the day and at the darkest night, He is watching you."

"Right now, after this class, and forever."

* * *

Yanyan, "Chengma, nanti balik Qatar belikan lah abaya untuk orang yeh?"

Anna, "Anna pun nak! Belikan 2. Satu untuk Anna, satu lg untuk Mama Anna boleh?"

Mestilah boleh :)

yang ini untuk Mama Anna:

yang ini untuk Anna:

since you've requested simple-simple aje okay.

Yanyinyun punya tak beli lagi sebab tak tahu Yan suka macamane, takut salah pilih pula. Yan suka yang sulam ke, manik-manik ke, laces ke, simple je ke, or colourful nye ke. tell me okay, Anna got my tel number over here. okay bye love you! haha mcm type sms pula

tiga kali kembara di negeri arab

2010-12-02T03:09:00.001-08:00

*untuk pemahaman yang lebih mendalam ttg entry ini, sila rujuk entry yg sebelum ini*

Atiqah pun berkata, "Kan best kalau Iman dtg sini sekali"

"Kenapa?"

"Dia pandai masak, Atiqah tak perlu ckp lapaarrr pun dia akan masak. Takpun kalau ada Angah, atleast seronok la sikit, dia bake cookies ke cheesecake ke. Haih"

OMG! dia ingat kakak dia yang no 2 dan no 3 je pandai masak ke! OMG OMGlagi sekali! baiklahhhh, ~~dengan kuasa cahaya bulan~~ okay strike itu

Iman, dia pandai masak sbb dia byk mkn smpai orang tak larat nak masakkan untuk dia. well i can cook too. in fact, anyone can cook! chef gemuk tu yang cakap, haaa.

dan mentang-mentang Angah got her cake shop that does not mean i couldn't bake. mari sini saya tunjuk apa yang saya boleh buattt, ~~dengan kuasa cahaya bulan akan menghukummu!~~

for breakfast pagi tadi, i made some hot cakes from scratch! tak main pancake mix-mix ni. mine siap ada bentuk doraemon lagi tuuu, comelll kannnn :3

ini yang dah kena gigit, lama gila nak makan sbb tak sampai hati haha

AGAGAGAGAGAGA I LOVAHH THIS ENTRYY HIK HIK MESTI IMAN TAK TAHU NAK COMMENT APA DAH KAN AGAGAGAGA

dua kali kembara di negeri arab

2010-11-21T08:40:00.000-08:00

*ini sambungan entry bawah ni*

ive been thinking. hmm kalau lah balik ke Qatar dapat me-rewindkan 5 hours of my life. jadi. kalau lah i travel to somewhere much much further than that, could i have one whole day back? i mean i think this is how those mad scientists start their crazy ideas about time machine. hmmm jadi kalau lah-- anywayyy, ini bukan entry tentang time machine Aqmar

okay okay, sambung cerita

right. as you know, my parents are away.

and my presence here supposedly solve the question so-whos-gonna-take-care-of-Atiqah! jyeahhh

err

right?

hey mestilah!

walaupun Day 1 berada di rumah, attempt untuk memasak :

tak berapa jadi..

dan untuk menceriakan keadaan selepas itu, saya cuba buat:

err.. kuih raya?

okay mungkin kuih raya ni pun tak berapa jadi.. tetapi! rumah ni pelik sikit. i tried asking kenapa boleh tak jadi pdhal i followed every step exactly as it was written. rupenye oven my mom tu besar sgt so tak perlu preheat dulu. preheat sekejap aje pastu temp kena kurangkan sikit, kalau tidak hangus. aduhai.

so kalau ckp psl nasi, i totally have a reason kenapa nasi yang Aqmar masak sedikit keras tapi still sedap okay! hmph. rumah ini takde rice cooker. my mom masak nasi guna micro wave. dia kata lagi sedap. siapa je yang reti masak nasi guna micro wave, sila angkat tangan! seee takde siapa pun. jadi itulah sebab bila masak nasi haritu, nasi jadi mcm itu. and mana nak tahu kalau masak nasi 2 pot kena guna a larger pyrex. tapi good thing, nasi dia keras so dia mengembang ke atas pun tak jatuh. static je hahah

JADI!

ALHAMDULILLAH

ini minggu Raya!

banyak lah open houses! haha the day before Raya tu, everyone called nak offer tumpangkan pergi beraya :') i love Aunties and Uncles kat sini. so loving :'D

jadi kami pun pergi lah beraya. mula-mula solat raya kt Embassy. and then pergi makan-makan from one house to another. paling lama rumah Sarah. and kalau dah lama tu maksudnya, banyak lah..

sbb malas nak upload satu-satu gambar, ha amikau kena combine semua sekali. hah---

---akan disambung. jap jap

kembara di negeri arab

2010-11-21T05:10:00.001-08:00

*extremely panjang punya kembara di negeri arab*

i hope it's not too late for me to blog about "Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha!" :) been busy handling my lil sister lately (heh, and i thought this cuti i'll have more time for myself, but trust me, Atiqah vs. Archi - Atiqah lagi pening.i mean like yesterday i was --->okay, kembali ke topic utama.

Raya Aidil Adha ini juga dikenali sebagai Raya Korban.

heh i used to not like this raya sebab there's no jom-kutip-duit-rayaaa-woohoo stuff haha. dulu-dulu macam alahai apa lah best sgt korban-korban ni. but then God sent me to Qatar. and i realise

how beautiful the meaning of Raya Aidil Adha.

kalau kat Qatar kan, lain sangat dari Malaysia. kalau Qatar, cuti Raya Aidil Adha panjaaang. tapi Malaysia, kalau Raya Aidil Fitri yang panjang gila-gila. satu bulan sebelum tu semuorg dh kecoh nyanyi lagu raya. satu bulan sebelum tu semuorg dah start hias rumah. ini semua bila Raya Aidil Fitri aje. semuorg semangat beli baju raya baru bila Raya Aidil Fitri aje. ade lagu raya pun bila Raya Aidil Fitri aje. puasa entah kemana.

kalau kat sini, manada sambut Raya Aidil Fitri sangat. dapat cuti raya pertama aje. raya kedua kena masuk sekolah balik. tapi time Ramadhan, dapat cuti panjaang. guess why. guess whyyy

kita ini, terlalu taksub dengan raikan Raya Aidil Fitri, kita lupa mana yang lebih penting - raikan Ramadhan.

(okay i know skrg ini Raya Aidil Adha, tp biala nak membebel psl Raya Aidil Fitri jugak)

dulu benci gila duduk Qatar masa mula-mula dulu. sebab celebration Raya Aidil Fitri dia sgt bosan. i used to say Kata je negeri Arab, tapi Raya pun tak celebrate. okay i was a kid, i repeat i was a kidddd. i didnt know that sebenarnya :

they're done celebrating.

i mean like, Ramadhan is already like a gift with a big ribbon bow dan Raya Aidil Fitri tu macam final sparkle dust aje. mesti ade, mesti celebrate. tapi tak segrande the real gift. that's why kalau kat shopping complex kalau nak dekat Ramadhan, busy gila. semuorg preparing for Ramadhan. bila Ramadhan comes, shopping complex diam. semuorg pergi masjid takpun sedang bersujud di rumah masing-masing.

tapi Malaysia? bila time Ramadhan la semuorg sibuk nk pergi shopping, preparing for Raya.

last time i celebrated Raya kat Malaysia tau. masa tu semuorg riuh rendah teka esok Raya ke tidak. and bila dapat tahu, esok Raya. everybody was like OMG pin baju melayu tak beli lagi. OMG langsir tak kering lagi. i mean come on. shouldnt we say OMG kalau lah malam ni masih atleast 30 Ramadhan dan bukan dah 1 Syawal, i would totally cherish the time as one sujud would totally make a huge difference in forwarding my level over there forever.

hmm.

i mean i have nothing against celebrating Raya Aidil Fitri pun. even Rasulullah s.a.w pun kata raikan hari Kemenangan ni dan sunnah pakai cantik-cantik time Raya. tapi let's not forget the main idea why we're celebrating Raya in the first place :)

(okay done babbling. kembali ke Raya Aidil Adha pula hik hik hahah gedik gila)

so for this Raya Aidil Adha, i dont get to see lembu kena sembelih like last Raya. (omg malu gila bila baca balik the way i blog dulu-dulu haha) bukan sebab kat sini takde sembelih-sembelih. tapi this Raya Aidil Adha, my parents went for Hajj. dan itu salah satu sebab im being sent here :

to babysit Atiqah -.-

sebab post ini sudah pun panjang gila, nak cerita satu-satu memang akan memanjangkan lagi post ini. jadi saya keluar dengan idea yg sangat bijak iaitu buat list! hehe mcm post yg ini. *wink*

13/10/10

3 am : baru siap packing. ingat tak nak tidur sebab nak kena pergi airport pukul 7 tapi

4 am : tertidur -.-

6 am : dapat msg dari B bahawasanya flight dicepatkan. (dia dah sampai airport sejak pukul 5 am tadi Oh MY!)

7 am : menggelabah sampai tertidur balik.

8 am : menggelabah betul-betul. tapi Along tak bangun lagi. aaaa

8.05 am : check-in online

8.15 am : tgk Iman tgh frust kejut Hadi bangun.

8.20 am : cuba call B untuk cop seat sebelah-sebelah.

8.25 am : masih cuba call B sampai sekarang dia tak angkat-angkat

8.30 am : Along dah siap.

9 am : sampai KLIA, Asrul bawa kereta laju gila.

10 am : masuk dalam plane. B terus tidur.

11 am : tgk Inception - pening gila movie ni, betul ckp FKBATGI.

1 pm : Inception nak dekat habis - still tak faham lagi

2 pm : nak tidur, tp tak boleh tidur so plug in album Congratulations by MGMT sebab bila plug in lagu lain, tak boleh tidur-tidur lagi

3 pm : masih tidur lagi

4 pm : food served. makan sambil tgk The Other Guys

6 pm : tidur lagi lagi

12 pm : tiba-tiba jam rewind semula ke pukul 12 tghari.

Ladies and gentlemen, we are about to begin our final descent to the International Airport of Doha. The local time is 12 pm and currently the weather is mildly windy. We have certainly enjoyed having you on board today, we hope to see you real soon, and thanks again for flying Qatar Airways.

Oh! Dah sampai Doha rupanya :) so put on your Ray Bans, people!

hahaha Ray Ban tu curi orang punya. untuk survive di negara mcm Qatar ini, anda harus mempunyai Ray Ban! harus!

anyway, dari Kuala Lumpur ke Doha patutnya mengambil 8 jam, tapi bertolak pukul 10 sampai pukul 12. so much of a time machine heh----

----okay nnt sambung lagi. got to go Atiqah panggil.

tapi budak archi takde waktu rehat

2010-11-15T08:45:00.000-08:00

(sebab cuti ini, im spending my time back home with my lil sister, this is what im watching 24/7 heee FAIZ hott, lg hot dari Nick Jonas atau Zac Efron :)

hahahahahaha kalau tunjuk kat my studiomates, i know what they'll say! hahaha

"EH! sebijik mcm Puteri Kayangan!"

she lives in a fairy tale,

2010-11-11T21:56:00.000-08:00

somewhere too far for us to find

keep your feet on the ground,

when your head's in the clouds --Paramore.

"Puteri kayangan nak balik dah?"

"It's time :)"

BYE MALAYSIA BUH BAIIIIIII SOBSS

complete your film

2010-11-01T09:50:00.000-07:00

at the end of the day, everything will be alright.

Happy Ending, they say.

if it's not alright, then it's not "the end"

yet.

the film is still running, unfinished.

so go finish it!

you know I'll be here to play the heroine part and help you :)

"Just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomorrow is not the best day of your life, you just gotta get there!"

do it rayaaa

2010-09-28T04:23:00.000-07:00

this few months back, I know a lot of people had to bear with my SERIOUS-AKU-NAK-TUKAR-COURSE-SERIOUSSS dgn complain tak makan behari-hari nya, dan dgn even on weekends duduk kt studio lukis-lukis plan nya, dan macam-macam lagi lah. tapi esok-esok bila tanya balik, eh manade, aku nak jadi architect kut. hik hik. sungguh gedik kau ni Aqmar.

kalau fikir tentang masa, memang nak tukar.

but then again, I know there'll be a lot of things that I will miss. A LOT.

yang akan rindu paling ialah these people :)

oh btw, smlm got KAEDRAYA and we thought each studio kinda like have to contribute a raya video, so we did our part and sent our video. I arrived late so I missed the part they featured our video. actually I arrived sooo late they let me sit at the VIP table because the food has finished wahaha everyone kena lined up amik mknn, i got food served right before me wahaha everybody lovehh mehhh (dan disini FKBATGI akan berasa jealous) ~~ceh sebenarnya some invited guests tak jadi dtg~~ hahaha. okay Aqmar sudah lah tu. ehem, so yeah, I only got the chance to watch other studio's videos. pastu habis makan, terus lari ke belakang, tempat budak-budak ini duduk, amik gambar semua pastu tiba-tiba Afiq dtg bwk hamper dgn muka confuse. "Korang tahu tak kteorg menang video raya. Rupanya itu contest ke?"

haha enjoy!

I know if I change to QS or whatever, one day when I bump into my studio mates or see them from far staying up doing projects around KAED, I might.. regret my decision..

I mean I love doing what this course offers me, but..

hey you,

2010-09-23T12:52:00.000-07:00

rindu buat muka mcmni.

muka bosan.

muka tak tahu nak buat apa.

sbb sejak masuk gombak, tak penah dpt peluang buat muka mcmni dah.

(tipu je, sebenarnye rindu dia)

(dan sebenarnya itu je point entry ini)

mari mari dengar ini satu cerita

2010-09-20T00:58:00.000-07:00

(lagu iklan cuci pinggan suatu ketika dulu, siapa tahu?)

ini adalah sambungan cerita Puteri Kayangan yang pertama kali diceritakan dalam bas pulang ke UIA setelah seharian menguji kekuatan jantung di Sunway Lagoon. yang kononnya semua tak nak dengar sebab semua badget sgt macho untuk cerita-cerita yang berkaitan dengan Puteri, Kayangan dan sewaktu dengannya. yang kononnya pakai earphone tapi mata tertumpu pada satu tempat - nmpk sgt sdg khuysyuk mendengar cerita Puteri Kayangan dan bukan lagu. lagi kantoi, bila turut sama gelak bila dpt tahu nama Puteri Kayangan itu dan lps tu cepat-cepat cover dgn menyanyi-nyanyi lagu yang nmpk sgt tak pasang pun. dan yang kononnya buat-buat tidur sbb bosan tak layan cerita mcmni tapi bila Aqmar pusing belakang, tgh sibuk pasang telinga. dan baru-baru ini didapati mereka yang takde dalam bas haritu pun boleh tahu psl cerita Puteri Kayangan ini, jadi nmpk sgt orang-orang macho ini semua sebenarnya minat dengan cerita-cerita fairytales. siap cerita kat kawan-kawan lagi! haa kantoi (sebut dengan nada ala-ala Zee Avi) hahaha

okay Aqmar, kembali ke topic utama.

baiklah, cerita Puteri Kayangan akan disambung disini atas dasar penat kena ulang-ulang sambungan cerita Puteri Kayangan berkali-kali sebab setiap kali bercerita ada je yang tiada. jadi bila tulis kat sini, tak perlu cerita banyaaaak kali, sekali cukup. kalau lupa, boleh rujuk lagi tu. hahaha badget orang taksub sangat dgn cerita dia Aqmar Ismail ni -.-

haha tapi mmg pun. siap ada yang sibuk nak narrate cerita ni sekali. haaa. dan kalau Aqmar boleh buat lelaki-lelaki macho pun minat nak dengar cerita Puteri Kayangan mcmni, ini bermaksud..

Aqmar ni genius lah kan!

hahahaha I should write a book!

tkpun script untuk drama TV3!

eh tkpun blockbuster movie!

hahahahaha okay, imaginasi terlalu tinggi disitu.

sengal gila, dh la tak byk masa untuk blog. kan dh terhabis kan masa dgn merapu dan bukannya sambung cerita Puteri Kayangan. dan sekarang dah hbs masa untuk berehat pun dan perlu kembali buat kerja men-design.

tapi ada ke nak baca?

(tolong lah jwb nak, tolong lah)

hahaha just kidding!

(no seriously, tolong lah)

haha memain je ha ha..

at the end of the day,

2010-09-16T15:33:00.000-07:00

despite everything, you just wish it's him all along
at the end of the day, jiwa tak sebahagia mana, bukan?
macam-macam berlaku hari ini
bibir mungkin tersenyum,

tapi bibir tersenyum berbeza dengan hati tersenyum.

ini list 20 sayaaa

2010-09-12T06:11:00.000-07:00

(tapi saya masih 18, harap maklum)

okay kalau cuti raya pun ckp takde mase walaupun sikit untuk update blog, saya rasa saya akan dipulaukan lagi sekali. jadi baik saya kemas kini blog ini *ambil kain lap lap.

baiklah.

hmm.

omg sudah lama tak tulis, jari ini dah tak selaju mana dah.

sebenanye byk gila nak tulis smpai tak tahu mcmana nak tulis. omg lagi sekali.

*cough.

so. hmm. well,

*cough cough

okay mungkin adalah satu idea yang bagus kalau buat list kn?

jadiiiii. . .

AQMAR ISMAIL'S LIST 20 APA YANG INGIN KAMU TULIS DISINI

(sila baca dgn menyebut no dulu pastu isi. dan ye, saya give up dgn attempt mewarna warnikn blog ini. penat la tukar-tukar colour ni. anda hebat jika blog anda mcm pelangi)

Ramadhannnnnnnnn punya cerita.
Sahur punya cerita.
Buka puasa punya cerita.
"Qiyamulail" di studio punya cerita haha
Oh oh! silap, patutnya cerita dari awal! (okay malas nak buat list baru, sambung jela. harap maaf. harap maaf zahir dan batin haha amboi Aqmar, sukanya dia hehe ANYWAY!)
Masuk IIUM Gombak punya cerita. haa
Taaruf Week lah
Mahallah lah
Pastu kes curi curi tu which leads to cerita penthouse
Kulliyah of Architecture and Environmental Design punya cerita lagi
Studio projects dan studiomates and our beloved group leader haha
Case study Sunway lagoon dan kisah puteri kayangan hahaha (my god, perasan tak kalau ckp psl hal-hal yang berkaitan dgn studio je, mesti nak tergelak sorang-sorang haha hahaha sabar ye yang membaca post disana, selepas ini saya cerita hahaha mesti anda semua dah meluat dah. baik, saya stop.)
Ramadhannnnnn punya cerita (haa sekarang baru betulz y'llz hahaha ehem okay. saya stop)
First day ramadhan punya cerita. Sahur mmg adventure! hahaha mmg menduga iman, haritu kitorg eh Aqmar, sambung list cepatt
Second day punya cerita
Third day nye cite
Forth day
Fifth day
Sixth nye
okay dah mls nak list, hahaha basically hari-hari anda tak akan jadi normal jika anda budak kaed (sila rujuk no. 10) haha cerita akan disambung selepas ini. betuuul, bukan betul mcm post yg sebelum sebelum ini punya betul. saya betul akan update lagi lepas ini.

oh sebelum itu, Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Hari raya Hari Kemenangan. Jadi lupakan semua sengketa, maafkan semua. Sesungguhnya beruntunglah mereka yang bersabar dan memaafkan. Allah itu Maha Mengetahui kan? Ada ganjaran untuk segalanya :)

anyway, ada orang nak ckp Selamat Hari Raya juga.

nahh amik, saya bagi ruang untuk berucap

p/s: padan muka kena crop muka sbb ckp orang busuk haha i love you anyhow rawrawr :)!

2010-09-12T05:18:00.000-07:00

He is able to do all things Aqmar, all things all things all things all things ALL THINGS ALL THINGSS ALL THINGSSSSS

So why turn away from the Ultimate Knower?

blessed are

2010-05-20T13:47:00.000-07:00

your eyes for watching;

time last-last tu, i just couldn't hold my tears anymore.

please, spare your one hour for this.

for you.

2010-05-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

so I went to my first test yesterday, examiner dia baik sgt. siap bagi "star" lagi, hee :) pastu dia cakap Aqmar, You're A Brave Girl. I'm Very Proud of You. masa tu boleh senyum je balik, sebab tak tahu nak ckp apa otak still blur lepas test haha, dah la masuk half an hour late semuorg pndg, buat malu aje T_T tapi examiner tu tak kesah pun :')

okay terlalu byk emoticon dlm satu perenggan. emosi tak stabil sungguh.

And everything will get better if I stay for a while

And we’ll find another way to be happier one day

And everything will get better if you hold on for a while

And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, I don’t want to go up there and pretend I’m okay

cis this song still lingers around my head (sila rujuk entry ini)

need to talk about something else. oh tadi I read something about debts, and really it creeps me out. please lah jangan berhutang kecuali you really really need to e.g. education etc. I got lotsa hutang merely for shopping YES MERELY FOR SHOPPING. I really need to settle em all fast.

and so I remembered I got hutang with my blog too. if you click at Friends under the STARS on your right, there's a survey entry I ~~didn't want to~~ haven't completed yet.

so I kinda like have to Nyatakan 10 fakta ttg diri anda. here:

My name is Aqmar Ismail. and I am not an underaged girl anymore. I'm 18 people!
I'm doing Pure Architecture, thanks to my dad ---he is not the type of person yang suka puji people, especially her daughters, especially me. there's one time I even got a 100% on my penulisan paper, and still he said nothing. tapi ada satu masa ini, masa balik kampung, I was drawing a house. and he came to me and said that's a nice house. he even sat next to me and sharpened all my pencil colours. I was so happy I knew it right then i want to draw houses forever :)
I don't know why ceh don't know why konon, padahal know sangat why guys that smoke really turns me off, lagi-lagi yang suka dan bangga pergi shisha. serious tak cool
I don't know okay kali ini betul-betul don't know how to categorized things that will make me cry. because they all are random. I cry if I see sad mothers, I cry if I watch Chibi Maruko, I cry if I see someone's bleeding even if he says it's nothing, I even cry if it's Pikapi's birthday. seee, sangat random
Orang panggil saya pelik sebab saya suka dipanggil kakak. I mean I seriously don't mind being called kakak ~~sebab takut bila orang tahu saya lagi muda, kena buli~~ because all my adiks never call me kakak :( ceh padahal ada satu adik aje haha
Saya selalu tak faham kenapa orang selalu cakap Dragon Ball ada 7, bukan 1 sahaja kee. nama pun Dragon Ball, bukan Dragon Balls,

will continue later, haha. betuuuuul, bukan betuul mcm entry ini punya betul, kali ini betul-betul punya betul. haaa :D

err. .

shawarma itu lagi sedap dari pizzaa

2010-05-11T04:02:00.000-07:00

ini bukan post ttg macamana nak masak shawarma mahupun pizza, harap maklum.

kerana saya merasakan yang blog ini semakin ~~kosong~~ putih. jadi saya pun merajinkan diri untuk berbuat tagged survey from . . Farteeeeen's Fairylaaaand (comel kan nama blog dia :) jyeahh HAHA semangat kau ye, Aqmar. bagus bagus -.- OH dan kerana tagged survey ini dtglah dari . . Farteeeeen's Fairylaaaand jyeahh! saya akan merainbowkan setiapp . . ayaaaaat jyea-- sudahlah tu Aqmar!

1. Adakah anda rasa anda hot?

terpaksa mengaku, dah semuaorg pun cakap mcmtu

"hoi sana lah sikit, panas lah"

"bukan Atiqah tak nak bg Aqmar tidur kat bilik ni, tapi Atiqah malas lah kena psg aircon kuat-kuat ni"

"you tolong I sukat gula dan garam yeh, dough ini jgn kacau. tangan you tu panas, kang melt butter dlm dough ni, tak menjadi"

huaaaaaa :( tak faham knp org nak jadi hot sgt, igt gembira ke? hah igt gembira keee

2. Update wallpaper laptop anda sekarang.

3. Cerita tentang wallpaper ini.

oh that's my dream :) and the photos along the left edge tu ialah memories seorg budak 17 tahun, to remind her how her life is blessed being surrounded by such happy people :)

4. Kali terakhir makan pizza.

. . hmm . . shawarma boleh dikira pizza tak?

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar.

Yuna - Blue Sands (si Iman lah ni, tak habis2 ckp wey Yuna sekarang duta pad woo pergilah cekidaut yaw, jadi saya pun cekidaut lah kat youtube --

and two seconds later i found myself menyanyi-nyanyi lirik ini

"Oh blue sands, will I ever get to marry my handsome friend?

Oh blue sands, can you make them understand?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while

And we’ll find another way to be happy one day

And everything will get better if you hold on for a while

And the sea come and sweeps us away from here"

saya memang tangkas begitu HAHA

6. Apa yang anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?

sambung tengok cerita The Arrivals kat youtube, some series youtube dah blocked --jahat gila. tahu lah takut kalau the truths will be exposed, yang plg geram part UFO tu. sesiapa yang masih percaya UFO itu ada, saya syorkan anda tengok The Arrivals ini. Alhamdulillah ada byk yg sempat download The Arrivals ini jadi, kalau youtube block pun, mereka masih boleh upload kat channel lain! hahaha amikau

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil dgn nama apa?

heater sila rujuk soalan pertama

puppy pls jgn tanya knp, maluuuu

budak kecil ini tak adil, saya dah 18 kut!

Qatarr mentang-mentang lah Aqmar duduk kat Qatar, selamba je pggl org Qatar ye. macam pggl orang Malaysia? "eh Malaysia, kau dah makan? Jom makan. Malaysia kan boleh!" serious tak kena hahah

buncit sila rujuk soalan kedua hik hik gedik je nak letak ini juge

the girl with seledang petak ungu hitam (sila rujuk profile picture) i wear tht selendang so often that when i don't, i'll get comments like this

8. Tag lagi 5 orang.

1P 2M 3Nadiaa 4Azalyaa 5Azaragaaa

(okay dah penat, tukar colour setiap ayat T___T ceh pdhal bukan semua ayat pun dia tukar colour)

9. Siapa no1?

dia Syafiqah Aljunid, noktah. nama pun tahu dia sgt hebat orangnya. dia je yang sanggup tidur kena peluk dgn saya, walaupun tpaksa berpeluh-peluh. saya sayang dia paling, serious! OH dan dia yg bg nama heater tu hahaa i still love you precious

10. Katakan sesuatu pada no5?

lepas ini keluar kena ada bodyguard okay? bahayaaa, he he

11. no3 ada hubungan dgn siapa?

haha ini panas ni, saya rasa lah kan dia ada something dgn seseorang ini tahu. tapi saya takut nak tulis nama dia dekat sini, karang dia marah :P diorg sweet sgt, time AGD no3 siap ambil kan award on behalf of this guy lagi. comel kannn :D

12. No2?

saya tak tahu, tapi tht guy must be very lucky! serious! hee

13. Kata-kata cinta pada no4?

I LOVE YOU BABE! serious, dia ini sgt independent --sgt inspiring :)

soalan dia smpai no14, tapi i like to do stuff in odd numbers, just because im lazy actually kerana Allah kan suka no ganjil :) jadi jgn sesekali tinggal solat witr ye kawan-kawan! kalau tak pasti akn bgn malam, solat je lps solat isya'. Insyallah kalau kita buat apa yg Allah suka, hidup ini akan jd mcmana yg kita suka. little things big impact!

should just be between us, supposedly

2010-05-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

i just deleted my latest post, depressing gila bila baca balik hahah. betul ckp dia,

"this is not you"

thanks to those yang bagi such lovable comments though, i really really appreciate 'em :)

***AWWW GROUP HUGS!***

dan sesungguhnya,

Kami akan menguji kamu

dengan sedikit perasan takut,

kelaparan,

kekurangan harta benda

dan jiwa

serta hasil tanaman;

"jadi, sampaikan lah berita gembira

kepada orang yang bersabar"

--2:155

this ayah never fail to make me smile :) it's like God is responding to all these pains and say tasbiri, Aqmar, all of these are not for nothing :))

so face it with a smile!

is it me or this blog tiba-tiba jadi makin putih?

entry dua jam karang

2010-05-07T03:33:00.000-07:00

hi saya tegah guna iphone ni ok susah nya type bye

ini serious matter wa ckp sama lu

2010-05-04T01:20:00.000-07:00

Iman sudah 20 tahun!

"i am blessed to have you as a sister"

wahhhh cheesy nye

time high school dulu HAHAHAHA

IN EXTOLLING THE CREATOR

2010-04-26T04:55:00.000-07:00

(not the creations!)

finally dpt online. and i got a lot to post!

but right now, i gotta teman Mama to the police station untuk settle-kan her saman. she was like "betuuul, waktu itu lampu hijau. tapi bila Mama dah jalan, baru Mama sedar itu lampu hijau untuk pedestrians."

-_____________-

tapi Aqmar, kadang-kadang tu Allah nak ingatkan kita. mungkin kita ada keluarkan duit banyak, lpstu lupa nak byr zakat, kita lupa duit yg kita pegang itu bukan milik kita, jadi Allah nak ambil balik. jadi kalau bende mcmni tjadi --kecurian ke kehilangan ke, kita redha. sebab Allah sayang kita, Allah tak nak kita guna duit yg tak halal. Alhamdulilah :')

so yeah, td sempat lah jenguk blog-blog orang yg dirindui. and B posted pictures of cutest kittens ever

awwww :3

me Atiqah Iman --we were all like awww :3 the whole time, that Mama was like;

"oh, kucing memang comel"

"err.. tapi Mama mana suka kucing -.-"

"korang jgn nak bela kucing. dlm gambar je comel"

:'( hatiku patah.

"mak i suka kucing. dekat rumah, ade 13 cats and counting!"

hatiku berputik balik :')

~~GEDIK AJE KAW NI AQMAR SAJE NK RELATEKAN JUGE~~

she is living it up

2010-04-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

"we do not stop playing because we are old; we are old because we stop playing!"

secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success --you have to laugh and find humor every day. don't act as if berkata Allah itu bukan Maha Adil. kerana Allah itu Maha Adil. Maha Mengetahui. everyone has problems, that's a fact.

--you would not know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice left.

i believe in fate, not just just believe, that is when people still have worries on their faces. you gotta believe with complete yaqin. we do not know our future, no one does. no one does except Him. so just live your life at best, then kepada Nya lah kita bertawakkal.

DUA'! always remember Him (zikr), and He'll remember you! minta lah perlindungan dari Allah for He is the best Protector. "kalau dah takdir minyak itu akan terpecik kat Aqmar, suruh lah sesiapa pun goreng bawang tu, larilah jauh mana pun, minyak itu akan terpecik kat Aqmar juga" so why all the trouble? kalau kita ikhlas berdua', Allah akan makbulkan dua' kita, lindungi kita, grace us with such nikmah. haaa,

macam Sesumpah cakap

turunnya Islam untuk sempurnakan manusia :)

but don't just make dua' without putting effort to make your life better. like i've said LIVE YOUR LIFE AT BEST FIRST. you gotta have a dream. when you lose your dreams, you die. we have so many dead people walking around and don't even realize it. there's a huge difference between growing older and growing up. if you are nineteen years old and lie in bed for one full year without doing anything productive, you will turn twenty. anybody can grow older --that does not need any talent.

that's why when i read people say harini macam semalam, macam biasa.. you are the saddest living thing in this world

the idea is to grow up by always finding the opportunity in change. have no regrets. the elderly usually don't have regrets in what they do, but rather for things they did not do.

those who fear death are ones who have regrets.

itu yang sahabat Nabi tak pernah takut nak pergi berperang. they know --IF THEY DIE, THEY'LL DIE SMILING.

how sure are you that when you die, you'll die smiling?

how sure are you that you'll be the one who's running on that bridge later on?

thing is we don't know, that's why for everything you do or about to do, ponder for a second, if i die right now, right at this very moment, will i be smiling my way to my qubr?

REMEMBER GROWING OLD IS MANDATORY. BUT GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL.

--because if you can grow up, growing old would not matter anymore :)

"Listen. God is talking to you. So why stop reading His Words? Why turn away from the ultimate Knower?"

2010-04-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since my last post ceh padahal baru tiga hari shj hahaha ANYWAYY,

my little sister Atiqah, dia punya exams start today. jadi im kinda busy lately y'll sebab asyik menyanyi lagu Jika Kau Fikir Kau Boleh pada dia, konon nya untuk meningkatkan semangat dialah. saya rasa menjadi sebab selalu nya bila saya jerit ADIIIIKKK BELAAJAAARRRR, dia akan reply NAK BELAJAR LA NIIIIIIII, TU ES ENNUYEUSSSSSE! tetapi semalam dia diam sahaja. tanda dia sedang belajar lah kan? insert muka gembira disini :D

sebab..

takkan dia tidur kut, takkan punya..

err.. kan?

ANWAYY, jadi sekarang ini dia di sekolah, dan saya tak perlu menyanyi Jika Kau Fikir Kau Boleh lagi, jadi saya bebas untuk buat apa shj saya mahu. dan saya pilih untuk ~~bermain internet!~~ solat dan berdoa supaya dia dapat straight A's untuk IGCSE '10, (tolong doakan untuk kejayaan dia juga yeh, terima kasih :) dan lepas itu ~~bermain internet!~~ makan untuk tambah tenaga supaya dapat menyanyi dengan lebih baik selepas dia balik dari sekolah, dan lepas itu barulah ~~bermain internet!~~ menggunakan internet ;)

on a less related note: benci gila bila Aqmar ambil punyalah banyak ubi, bila makan rupanya halia? -____________- benciiiiii

completely complete

2010-04-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

ISLAM IS PERFECT

WHAT IS NOT,

ARE THE MUSLIMS

we are just people like you,

so judge accordingly

"This day I've perfected your religion for you, and completed my favor on you, and chose Islam for you as religion" (Qur'an 5: 3)

every daddy's little wish

2010-04-16T15:43:00.000-07:00

there's one time - we were waiting in a line for our turn to get our passport stamped signed checked etc, at Jeddah airport. and since Jeddah is only few hours from Mekkah, banyak lah orang yang nak pergi terus ke Mekkah lepas itu untuk Umrah, start putting their ihram on dan sebagainya. and there's this one little girl nak pakai tudung. dia betul-betul kan tudung dia, pastu dia pergi kat ayah dia,

Daddy, do I look pretty?

daddy dia tgk bwh, and replied,

You look beautiful masyAllah, I hope you'll put this on forever insyAllah

awwwwww :3

p/s: "usrah" katanya. boy, you don't know how much that one word made me smile. i was smiling so wide Atiqah was like "Aqmar tgh tgk apa?" :)

manadee, baru satu je. "haa jgn tipu mama." okay maybe dua kut?

2010-04-16T04:00:00.000-07:00

ayat yang paling selalu orang guna bila nak menipu : lupa lah. HAHAHA tolong lahh, kalau nak menipu, jgn lah ckp mcmtu. tahu sgt kau tu tgh menipu bila kau dah mula ckp kau lupa.

Alhamdulilah for me, maybe Allah tak nak si Aqmar ini menipu, Dia buat nya Aqmar ini bila menipu shj, ada sign-sign nya. so that bila nak menipu shj,

"betuuuul youuu. madam ckp nak jumpe you"

orang pun akan ckp, hah! nak tipu la tu. nampak sangat.

si Aqmar ini pun akan terdiam confuse macamana orang boleh tahu dia sdg menipu, dan tak menipu lagi.

"Aaaaa maluuuuu"

bagi orang yang rapat, semua tahu sign-sign nya -___- walaupun dah practice byk kali depan cermin, mereka masih tahu I ni menipu. cis hebat betul. sign-sign nya ialah :

JANGAN LAH HARAP AKAN DIBERITAHUI KAN

HAH!

p/s: tak, Aqmar ini bukan pemalas nak upload gambar lain. walaupun dia guna je gambar yg diupload haritu untuk post yg ini, dia hanya ingin menunjukkan betapa pentingnya concept recycle dalam hidup kita. let's recycle people! jyeahh

p/s: menipu itu tak baik untuk kesihatan, harap maklum.

100 ribu kata nya

2010-04-15T15:07:00.001-07:00

someone asked me, "suasana kat Mekkah tu macamana?"

it took me a while to answer that. lagi-lagi kalau lps tu, dia suruh compare dgn Madinah. okay, memang tak boleh nak nafikan Madinah itu mmg jauh lagi cantik dari Mekkah. and I bet semua org pun agree with me if I say Madinah itu lagi macam senang nak beribadah semua, sebab lagi tak byk orang, lagi tenteram, YE DAN LAGI CANTIK ADA PAYUNG BESAR BOLEH BUKAK TUTUP PASTU WAKTU AZAN SUBUH, CEILING AUTOMATIC BUKAK BOLEH NMPK LANGIT, SERIOUS SERENE. tapi entah la, bagi Aqmar lah kan

suasana kat Mekkah itu macam gambar ini

serious serabut, segala jenis benda ada, macam-macam corak ada (YE TAHU ESPECIALLY BAJU DAN TUDUNG TU, TERLEBIH CORAK, SANGAT TAK KENA. TAPI NAK BUAT MCMANA, MASA TU PERGI CUTI KAT CAMERON HIGHLAND DAN DAH TKDE BAJU LAIN DAH, PASTU SEJUK JADI PAKAI SHJ LAH BAJU APA ADA, HAA AMIKAU! WALAUPUN MAYBE ANDA TAK TANYA DAN TAK KESAH MAHUPUN TAK TERFIKIR NAK KESAH PUN) okayyy, jgn tanya knp saya tiba-tiba nak type dgn caps lock. eh Aqmarrr -> main point --->

okay, even though memang gambar ini nmpk serabut, memang gambar ini sakit mata bila tgk sbb byk benda nya. memang. tapi I find myself, suka tgk gambar ini. gambar ini macam: pening-pening pun, bila tgk betul-betul, tak lah pening mana. and lama-lama jadi tenang pulak. the colours, bila kita tengok betul-betul, macam Sunday Evening je, such warm feeling. and kalau tengok betul-betul, pasu atas rak itu tersusun rapi je, takde berserabut mana pun. pokok-pokok yg tergantung kat belakang itu mcm pokok-pokok you'll find in a Zen Garden -- calming concept. haha okay maybe many will not agree with me on this. sama lah mcm many won't agree with if I say masa mula-mula sampai Mekkah dari Madinah, memang lah macam gila hectic Mekkah ini. everyone is everywhere, literally! tapi actually bila kita duduk sekejap dan perhati,

orang sekeliling kita despite cakap kuatnya masyAllah kalah wad bersalin, dgn jalan tak pndg orangnya, tapi bila kita cast a smile, they'll smile radiantly back :)

bukan orang Arab namanya kalau cakap tak kuat-kuat (serious, dulu masa masuk AlJazeera Academy, Aqmar ngn Iman selalu igt orang Arab suka gaduh, pdhal bila dtg dekat, dorg cuma borak-borak kosong shj, memang style dorg ckp lain dari kita) (S A R A rusyin takut nak pergi Mekkah sebab ni ke? ;) dan memang sebab tempat itu crowded, tak sah lah kalau tak kena tolak. kita pun, kadang-kadang tertolak orang - cuma tak sedar. sama shj lah mcm diorang.

kadang-kadang Masjidil Haram boleh jadi sgt sempit sampai kita tpaksa sujud atas ~~punggung~~belakang orang atau lagi sedih, betul-betul rapat dgn stokin orang depan, sambil kena siku orang sebelah, serious sesak nafas kalau Imam sujud lama-lama-- tapi bila kita bangun dari sujud, dan ternampak glimpse of Kaabah kat depan, Allahu Akbar it's like those sesak nafas tiba-tiba jadi tak lah sesak mana (ohmygod, im so bad at explainingggg i knoww sorryyy) and I will found myself smiling everytime, dah tak rasa org sebelah menyiku, orang depan punya stokin. it's just me and Allah, the Greatest.

warm.

inside.

(haa jadi, sekarang faham kenapa saya ckp saya penat tapi penat yang bila kita baring, kita tertidur tersenyum?)

dapat duduk kat spot ini, sebab datang 3 jam awal! haa you. tapi bi iznillah ofcourse :) ya Allah, rinduu nyaaa

bukan the pinky and the brain story

2010-04-14T15:02:00.000-07:00

masa di Mekkah, salah satu doa yang selalu didoa ialah doa ~~dapat jodoh yang handsome.~~ baik, semua org sila angkat tangan amin cepat! he he he he okayy Aqmarrr, stop menggedikk. baiklah baiklah ---

masa di Mekkah, salah satu doa yang selalu didoa ialah doa mohon cinta dari Allah, belas kasihan daripadaNya supaya He'll bless me with such high sabr (amboi Aqmar ni, doa campur-campur bahasa) sebab i think makin hari, such high sabr is a total hardship to be maintained as such high sabr. and what i fear most is losing it, God forbid.

temptation is everywhere.

asyik nak marah, asyik nak sedih, asyik tak puas hati, asyik nak menunjuk.

berangan nak dapat suami sesabar Nabi Muhammad s.a.w, ~~sehandsome Nabi Yusuf he he he~~tapi diri sendiri pun mestilah sekuat Khadijah, barulah sepadan.

macam Siti Hajar, betapa tingginya tahap keredhaan dia thadap Allah smpai perlakuan dia yang asalnya hanya berlari mencari air out of taqwa, Allah jadikan sbgai Ibadah. what an honour. mungkin sebab itu, Allah paired her with Nabi Ibrahim, nabi yang paling bijaksana. walaupun ayah sendiri tukang bikin berhala, dia tak pernah sembah berhala. in fact, dia siap pecahkan semua berhala kat bandar tu masa orang lain keluar bandar, dan gantungkan kapak kat satu-satunya berhala yang dia tak pecahkan - berhala yang paling besar sekali - konon nya berhala itu yg pecahkan. dan bila orang balik, orang cakap "jgn igt kiteorg ni bodoh la Ibrahim, berhala ini mana boleh musnahkan yang lain, nak bergerak pun tak boleh."

"jadi, yang kalian sembah kenapa?"

serious, cool gila if i got the guts to say that in front of those people. serious *glazing eyes HAHA

anyway, sambung cerita. so bila Nabi Ibrahim diperintah untuk tinggalkan Hajar dan Ismail di padang pasir yg kosong, he was sad okay! some people tak pernah tahu betapa sedihnya Nabi Ibrahim. Hajar itu isteri dia kuttt. he was so sad that bila Hajar tanya are you gonna left us here? three times, he could not answer, he could not even look Hajar in the eyes. that is when Hajar changed her question did Allah ask you to left us here? and when Ibrahim said yes, Hajar replied if He commands as such, He will take care of us! tapi Nabi Ibrahim still tak dapat pandang Hajar, dan just pergi sampai lah dia dah jauh sgt dari Hajar, dia toleh. dan dia angkat tangan berdoa something like this "Ya Allah, Kau jadikan lah mereka antara orang-orang yang solat(dua)."

when i hear this story, i said to myself YA ALLAH

this is the kind of man I need!

when someone loved you for the sake of Allah,

dah, anda boleh senyum sepanjang hidup sekarang. tak perlu nak risau apa pun lagi, ~~esp tak perlu nak risau dia cheating~~

Nabi Ibrahim doakan supaya Hajar dan Ismail menjadi antara orang yang solat - orang yang sentiasa bercakap-cakap dgn Allah, orang yang dekat dengan Allah. bila kita dekat dgn Allah, Allah akan jaga semua hal kita. Nabi Ibrahim doakan Hajar dan Ismail the best of life. THE BEST. dia tak doa supaya moga-moga Allah kurniakan hujan kpd Hajar, atau moga-moga selalu ada orang lalu padang pasir dan beri Hajar makanan. takde. dia doakan supaya mereka menjadi antara orang yang solat. bi iznillah Allah kurniakan air zam-zam bawah kaki Nabi Ismail yang mengalir sampai hari ini.

told cha Nabi Ibrahim nabi yang paling bijaksana. salah satu doa Nabi Ibrahim (wallahu a'lam) goes something like this "ya Allah, cukupilah aku dengan rezeki yang halal sehingga aku tidak perlu mencari yang haram" aaa kenapa cantik sgt susun ayat ni haa. Masyallah Allah bagi Nabi Ibrahim the brain, and Hajar the heart.

masa dulu-dulu zaman gila buat quiz kat Facebook kan, ada satu quiz ni pasal which body parts are you tau, so lps jwb tht quiz, guess apa I dpt? the heart, babyyy! and guess siapa dpt the brainnnnn he he he he PERASAN LAH KAU NI AQMAR, DAH DAH

as im writing this, Atiqah tak habis-habis kacau -.-

dan sekarang dia suruh makan a slice of lemon. gila, masammm tahu

so i was like tak nakkkk, kenapa Aqmar kena makan lemon slice tu

"eleh, kalau Aqmar suruh Atiqah baca buku, Atiqah baca je buku."

sekarang faham kenapa masa di Mekkah, antara doa yang paling banyak Aqmar doa ialah mohon kesabaran yang tinggi.

temptation is everywhere -_______-

baru balik dari Umrah,

2010-04-12T05:53:00.001-07:00

dan serious penat. tapi penat ni mcm penat yg bila kita baring untuk berehat, kita tertidur tersenyum. dia mcm penat: saya penat tp saya suka penat ini sbb bila penat mcmni, nnt saya akan tersenyum dan gembira :D

. . .

err

(okay Aqmar balik umrah, ayat semakin merapu -.-) mungkin saya perlu berehat dan tidur sambil senyum dahulu untuk pulihkan jetlag saya ini. ceh padahal Mekkah itu dekat aje dgn Doha, gedik kau nak jetlag Aqmar. TAPI sedekat-dekat Mekkah dan Doha tu pun, dan walaupun ini hanya Umrah dan bukan Haji, Mekkah itu masih sesak yang amat. dah pergi waktu Doha cuti umum = semua orang di Doha cuti, tak buat apa = semua orang di Doha pergi buat Umrah = semua orang di Doha kini berada di Mekkah. Jadi semasa tengah buat tawaf sunat, tak boleh nk khusyuk sgt sbb asyik "Eh hi auntie!"

kat Madinah lagi lah, sebab kat ruang solat Masjid Nabawi je lah kita akan berada, so byk lah teserempak bsama orang Malaysia. kalau kat Mekkah, ada tempat solat, tempat tawaf, tempat saii, bukit marwa dan safa, tempat air zam-zam, tempat eskalator-eskalator, tingkat satu dan tingkat dua -- byk, so bila jumpa, semua pun nak ber-eh eh.

tapi, i gotta say, saya mesti cakap (pahal kena ulang dlm bahasa melayu ni; syndrome Lyla haha dont kill meeee Lyla jgn bunuh sayaa Lyla) hahaha

ehem

tapi saya mesti cakap, bila mana nampak shj Kaabah hari tu, bila mana jejak shj kaki melepasi ruang solat untuk maju ke Kaabah masa itu, walaupun tak sampai berapa saat, perasaan masa itu -- mcm -- tak boleh nak cakap mcmana. it was like i've never been so sure so yaqin about some thing before. bibir ini masa itu tak boleh nak berhenti cakap ya Allah, sesungguhnya kau itu BENAR. Muhammad saw itu BENAR. syurga itu BENAR. dan neraka itu BENAR. ya Allah, sesungguhnya perjanjian kau itu BENAR.

perjanjian kau itu BENAR.

(bila type BENAR banyak-banyak, bunyi dia jadi pelik pula. BENAR eja dia b-e-n-a-r kan?)

Angah & Iman :)

nanti-nanti lah upload gambar

dari camera, gamba kat photobooth pun

banyak bukan nak main.

semua bajet muka Persian HAHA

your words - sealed with love

2010-04-02T23:44:00.000-07:00

tolong jgn ckp mcm ni kat aku,

nanti aku rasa mcm nak kahwin shj dgn kau!

fact #3

2010-03-31T12:30:00.000-07:00

abah tak pernah ~~menyerah~~ kalah.

even if it means he has to do "stuff",

antara cubaan-cubaan beliau ;)

how can I, really

2010-03-31T11:19:00.000-07:00

and as usual, this is youtube, tak sah kalau org tak comment mcm2 kan?

but i like how this one person reply back to some sick comments:

"its not about islam winning.. i am christian but i understand and agree with many things so far in these videos. its about making people aware of what is going on.."

and it's true. you'll understand it more, if you follow the series from the very

beginning. even better, until the end of it.

there's this one part where the video pointed out about how the artists are

used to deliver the "messages" and "welcoming the arrival of Dajjal

ceremony"so that these things will be absorb in our mind and will just be a norm to us. so we will live abiding and following them even if they're worshipping Satan. because they are our "idols"? mereka tak dapat nak paksa kita supaya sembah tuhan lain, mereka cuba create a new form of "Idol".

mereka nak kita taksub dengan manusia.

haha betul ckp muhifdn "tgk the arrivals ni buat i rase mcm nk berjihad je!"

one commenter fired out and said something like this "So what if these people are satanist? Honestly?"

and someone replied something like this "So what if Madonna and other celebrities are satanists? Really? So what if your next door neighbour is a serial rapist? Satanists are evil...by definition. So what if all government leaders are satanists?

It means a lot to everyone ... I respect only god-fearing leaders not satan-worshipping leaders who sworn to lead us astray or destroy us by any means..."

of course, you will not feel threatened unless the example given is near you! if you look at it from the point of view of So what if the guy who sit next to you at school is a serial rapist? So what if your prime minister wants to drag all his men to hell with him? instead of So what Britany worship Satan?

God forbid.

These people are creating a "New World Order" How?

in Episode 12, there's this part where it talks about artists who wants to make a difference.

"If you were a successful artist that uses music as a tool to touch on important issues,

First they try to destroy your public image.

(remember MJ?)

or they'll just take you out!

(remember Bob Marley?)"

Marley -- he had this idea. It was kind of a virologist idea. He believed that you could cure racism and hate... literally cure it, by injecting music and love into people's lives. When he was scheduled to perform at a peace rally, a gunman came to his house and shot him down. Two days later, he walked out on that stage and sang. When they asked him why - He said, "The people, who were trying to make this world worse... are not taking a day off. How can I?

Light up the darkness!

if sumpah if bunian

2010-03-27T04:09:00.000-07:00

pergi makan rumah pak cik malaysia ni. dia tgh streaming tv3 kt laptop dia, and the time we arrived, this drama called Sumpah Bunian was on air. tak tahu lah jalan cerita sepenuhnya mcmana, sbb sempat tgk satu episode je (duhh, nak tgk episode lain, dtg la rumah pakcik tu lagi haha) tapi Iman ckp si bunian tu kahwin dgn lelaki yang pakai cermin mata tu. and i was like whaaaat? you can do that? you can marry a jinn?

so i google lah. (diam muhifdn, diam!)

and i found this :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYtb-NjXm_g

seriously, you gotta watch it. it answers all my questions about jinn and etc. so can we actually marry a jinn? macamana nak tahu kalau ada ular masuk rumah kita, itu jelmaan jinn ke it's a real snake? and what to do if and if? haa enjoy the videos ppl :)

pre-reg punya cerita:

2010-03-24T14:22:00.000-07:00

BELUM SIAP LAGI !

p/s: walaupun skype ngn Pika punya lama, subject baru pilih satu dua haha sian Pika kena dgr i terbatuk-batuk, pastu sikit-sikit "jap eh you" sikit-sikit "jap eh you" oh i love you!

p/s: budak course lain semua (esp the Nilaians haha) dah sibok susun jadual dari haritu lagi, tp bila tanya budak-budak aed, satu pun tak tahu apa-apa, heh

p/s: dia tu panas baran betul :(

p/s: stumble upon this blog, pastu curi post dia yg ini

p/s: and I do wanna be there :)

cough + flu = fever = contagious = alert!

2010-03-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

FB STATUS

one hour later . .

ops!

cough + flu = fever = contagious

2010-03-22T13:38:00.000-07:00

guess who else got a fever?

MI PADRE! heee :)

(astagfirullahalazim, suka pulak dia. haha tp abah comel bila dia demam. haha boleh pulak mcmtu? boleh ajeee. okay, aqmar jgn ckp dgn diri sendiri. okay!)

err.

aqmar, sila lurus ke titik (haha Lyla, dont kill meeee ily)

baiklah!

so td time abah tgh baring kt sofa ruang tamu, semuorg pun sibok nak amik gamba ngn abah:

tgkkk

tgkk, still pakai baju kerja lagi dh rebah, huuu

pastu ade la pulak si gedik tidur atas abah, aduhai -.-

hmm, mengupload gamba sgt lama. mengajar atiqah knp light rays bend when enter another medium pun tak sebosan ini. malas la nk upload gambar lain haha. okay lah, byeee :)

cough + flu = fever

2010-03-21T09:31:00.000-07:00

i was gonna upload our crazee galaxieeee video recorded last night , but then when i listened to my voice again. i was like gosh, serak gila suara -.- dh la terbatuk batuk once in a while. so tk jadi, haha. today i tried so hard to sound fine in front of Mama that my coughing has become worse. now, i cough + i got a flu. i hate it when i caught a flu. .

because i know flu = fever,

and my head is spinning right now :(

p/s: maybe i need to eat some steaks at Friday's. FKBATGI! (haha you will not get it if you didn't read my old posts)

fact #2

2010-03-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

rancangan: keluar pada pukul 10. pukul 9, mama akan menjerit mengingatkan semuorg dah nak dekat pukul 10. jeritan akan berterusan sampai pukul 9 10 minit. pukul 10 30 minit, kalau seseorg tanya mama dah siap belum? akan kedengaran bunyi tapak kaki berlari ke arah bilik mama&abah dgn lajunya, diikuti dgn bunyi penyangkut baju berlaga ;)

like 1 litre of tears,

2010-03-17T12:26:00.001-07:00

I cried. "Allah certainly has unique ways to show his love." I cried again. Reality hits me suddenly, very hard. All this while I've been pathetic. Really.

All this while, what rights do I have to strike in anger? To be sad? To say life is not fair? All this while, do I really deserve to break down and cry when my problem is nothing compared to the people out there. You haven't seen the whole world yet, Aqmar. You haven't seen the whole world yet.

http://masafzal.blogspot.com/

When will we stop doing worthless things and start appreciating life?

When will we stop messing around and start fulfilling our main purpose in this world?

Ya Allah, give me strength. . for even a dying person has more strength than I do.

"Aku selalu ingatkan diri aku. Kalau aku terpotong jari, apa hak aku untuk merungus? Tadi ada ke aku ucap Alhamdulilah jari ini tak terpotong, sebelum ini ada ke aku hargai jari ini dalam keadaan elok? Bila dah sakit, baru nak kesah pasal jari? Bagaimana dgn jari-jari yang lain? Tak bersyukurkah kita Allah hanya bagi satu jari terpotong, bukan semua? Ini baru jari, bagaimana pula dgn mata hidung kaki semua? Allah dah cakap, kalau kita tak bersyukur atas apa yang dia beri, dia akan ambil semula. Kalau aku pun bengang barang aku bagi, orang tak hargai. Betapa Maha Mulia nya Allah! Dia nak sedarkan kita dengan terpotong satu jari, supaya kita bersyukur dan kembali kepada-Nya, betapa sayangnya Dia pada kita, betapa Dia tak nak humban kita dalam neraka."

Look beyond the mirror, Aqmar. And you'll see how wonderful Allah has made this life :)

2010-03-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

now i can finally and officially say

"GOODBYE UIA PJ" :D

i thought i'll only be able to check my result later, around May. (sebab lupe pin number and surat pin number tu ade kt rumah Malaysia and bulan 5 nnt baru blk Malaysia) then Nana told me to buy a new pin number, senang cerita. jadi kak iampnz yg baik hati lg cantik (mengambil hati lagi haha) tolong lah beli kan pin nombor yang baru, hee :) so yeah, now i can't wait for my daddy to come back home from office to tell this good news.

Alhamdulilah :)

plus, website iium surprisingly sgt laju today! sekali cube dah dpt bukak,

I love you Allah :D

p/s: baru sedar post ini mcm same je ngn post yg ini, cume yg ini gedik je upload byk gambar haha

p/s: lately, semua post engkau nak tulis p/s kan aqmar? -.-

the Simpsons family

2010-03-17T03:02:00.000-07:00

dua ekor ni patut audition masuk Raja Lawak, rupa dah ade dah kan? HAHAHAHA

p/s: meng-tag post ini dlm label aed sbb cengginilah budak-budak aed. dah addicted sgt buat project. bila cuti sikit je, dah jd gila gila haha

you have one unread message!

2010-03-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

it's okay dear. i pun nak off dah ni, ngantuk sudahhhh. kirim salam to your family okeee? my mum rindu korg sgt sgt, esp angah u yg pandai baking tu, hehe. take care.

xoxo, Mas.

hmph, boleh ke orang dirindui sbb pandai baking? *nada iri hati.

p/s: angah baking website : Dreamboat Desserts

p/s: TAPI saya pandai buat origami dinosaur, saya akan dirindui tak? ha ha ha sengal

facts #1

2010-03-14T07:50:00.000-07:00

gambar abah paling banyak ada dalam telefon bimbit mama. terutama gamba abah tertidur sambil pegang surat khabar ;)

lai lai lengloi

2010-03-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

rien aussi a la mode que kotak-mode

click here to shop! :D

hey you!

2010-03-12T10:29:00.000-08:00

decided to go public again

jadi post-post yg previous ini akan didelete, terima kasih :)

I just dont want to wake up one day, and regret things I should have done

2010-03-06T20:58:00.000-08:00

so will you help me thru it?

taken from laxly.blogspot.com

blog ni semakin lama, semakin wordless -.- dan byk printscreen.

2010-03-06T01:32:00.001-08:00

I HATE YOU

dah, tak nak tulis apa-apa dah.

2010-03-04T09:51:00.001-08:00

okay ignore post dibawah. Facebook dah bg login balik. hahaha oh Facebook, sayang kau balik. sorry ter-emo skjp tadi :P

kau ingat kau siapa?

2010-03-04T00:34:00.000-08:00

kau ni annoying tahu tak? sekejap sekejap kau tak nak bagi, sekejap sekejap kau nak - sampai spam email box aku beratus ratus. igt aku tak rimas ke. igt aku tak penat ke. setiap hari asyik fikir pasal kau aje! sampai kadang2 tu lupa makan minum, lupa projects belambak lagi. sudah la kau! semua orang kat dunia ini pun dah mula menyampah kat kau, kau tahu tak? kau tu je yg suka perasan semua orang suka kat kau. hai menyesal aku pernah suka kat kau dulu, menyesal aku pernah tergila-gilakan kau dulu - sampai kalau tak nampak kau satu hari, boleh jadi gila.

tp kini, aku dah tak heran. kau tak nak sangat kan?

FINE! OK BYE

aku benci kau, Facebook! knp tak boleh login nii

End of February

2010-03-03T03:19:00.000-08:00

this is what i wrote exactly one year ago - in the same place, same situation, and with the same feeling. that's why I hate February,

because it ends;

and when it ends,

reality starts.

"ZAP! SEMPAT TAK?"

~~terkejut! tp *secretly smiling :)~~

p/s: korg takkan faham post ini punyelah haha

FB, Ezzwan, dan Pure

2010-03-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

pagi tadi bangun, terus turun bawah menggelabah sbb smlm janji nak pergi swimming dgn Angah. tp tgk2, dia pun belum siap lagi. tgh buat homework untuk Mama. haha mentang2 anak ada kat rumah, bully anak suruh buat homework ye :P lepas peluk Mama goodmorning semua, pergi online FB. semuorg status bengang sana sini. pelik. kt malaysia, dh petang, dh byk bende berlaku. pastu Ezzwan tegur,

"dah check belum?"

"eh check apa?"

"streamline laaa"

"eh harini ke?"

"yela"

"oh ptt la semuorg bengang sana sini, nk check mcmane?"

"pergi kat bro rafaei punya link"

"tp aku tak ad bro rafaei"

"pastu, pergi la add!"

"ya allahhhh, nervous nye. aku tk nk check boleh tak?"

Ezzwan Mardzi is offline.

cis cis cis

Ezzwan Mardzi is online.

"ko dpt pure. Tahniah :)"

Alhamdulillah :D oh i love you Allah!

to fly on ice, it takes two

2010-02-25T08:49:00.000-08:00

thursday's school trip:

1) my theory of rubbing phone battery to increase battery level works! cume kat iceskating rink je tak jadi.

2) always have small notes in your purse. kalau tidak, bersedialah untuk dihalau dari bas.

3) dont plan your trip perfectly. walaupun akhirnya kene jalan jauh, you'd jalan jauh happily.

oh god, i cannot do this. i just . . cant. im sorry,

~~4) even how hard you try, he'll never see how much you care. am i not the girl who can smile your day anymore?~~

there's a huge difference between "i see you as my special one but i cant be in a relationship right now" and "i dont see you as a friend nor a girlfriend, so i cant be in a relationship with you. but i dont mind if you want to be in a relationship with anyone else."

oh boy HAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-02-23T17:49:00.000-08:00

Hai saya Nurul Aqmar. Awak igt comel ke tulis mcm ini?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay cukup la tu, HAHAHAHA. eh i just noticed i havent blogged about AGD AED yet. oh well, nnt nnt je la. nk tunggu gamba upload satu2 tu yg malas. i only got approx 48 hours left kt Malaysia, so will be using the time to the max :') lgpun byk kene shopping ni, org kat Qatar pesan mcm2. especially this little gendut! adeke dia suruh beli buluh. nk decorate bilik katanya. buluh kut atiqah, buluh kuttttt! mana nak cari, aduhai -.-

picture taken mase dekat KC930, aaaaaaaa rinduuuuuuuu KC930 :(

p/s: Iman pergi picnic dgn Hadi. Iman masak lasagna. Perasaan jeles terhadap Hadi sudah tahap tak boleh dikawal lagi. Mana Iman yg suka masak untuk adiknya itu haa, manaaaa? cis, terlebih emo pula. Kalau saya nk pergi picnic, awak sudi masak untuk saya tak? He he.

2010-02-23T06:24:00.000-08:00

someone told me

"a guy, if he wants you, he'll do anything to make it happen. so if he doesn't even ask you out, he doesn't want you. fullstop."

so now Aqmar, you can stop hoping.

memahami sang cactus

2010-02-23T00:01:00.000-08:00

KENAPA SEMUA ORG SUKA CKP JAGA CACTUS IALAH PENANAMAN PALING MUDAH DI DUNIA!?

TAK MUDAH LANSUNG OKAY :(

remember this post? now the cactus looks like this already :'(

pening la jaga pokok satu ni. skjp org ckp "oh cactus ni, jgn jaga sgt. kalau jaga sgt, dia mati." jadi aqmar pun letak la belakang buku, kononnya tak nak jaga betul2. tapi layu jadinya. pastu org lain dtg, marah "cactus ni kene bg cahaya matahari, dia duduk kt pdg pasir kut" jadi angkatlah cactus tu letak depan buku. tapi makin layu jadinya. pastu ada org pulak ckp "letak air tak?" jadi siram lah air, tapi ada org marah pulak "cactus mana boleh siram air selalu!"

ERGH!$% jadi yang mana satu yg betul niiii :(

tgk. yg depan tu dah mati dah tsk tsk ;(

till death do us apart

2010-02-21T08:52:00.000-08:00

outtakes from Along's wedding kat Ipoh :)

and

i can never stop smiling everytime i look at this photo :')

HAPPY 25th ANNIVERSAIRY ABAH & MAMA! ILYTD♥

20/02/1985

* * *

"Dear God, meet me with someone tht will love me even till I got wrinkles and grey hair, Amin."

* * *

p/s: ini semua sbb baru tgk Up, huuuu cerita itu pun mengayat jiwa :'( mcm cerita-cerita yg dh dilabelkan di post ini.

mari ke sunway

2010-02-21T05:32:00.000-08:00

okay, got few minutes to update this dead blog

guess what Sunway gave me for my birthday?

and some few more discounts on the shops there :D

so who wants to go Sunway with me? HAHA

the signs are already so clear, you just need to

2010-02-15T02:32:00.000-08:00

OPEN YOUR EYES!

the story was right in the middle of the video.

just when you're about to lose your hope, you know i'll always gonna be here for you. so please, never give up.

short shawty shawty

2010-02-13T23:24:00.000-08:00

my type?

like totally! haha

sassy face check!

specs check!

not-so-buffy arms but kinda buffy arms check!

play guitar check!

AH IM IN LOVE ♥_♥

Huu, Sobs and Tsk

2010-02-13T05:53:00.000-08:00

cj7 was on air just now,

but surprisingly evryone at home nvr watch it -.-

cerita ini best ke?

BEST! JGN TUKAR!

okay, cerita ini psl apa?

hmm, tk igt. tp aqmar nangis tgk cerita ni kut.

ala cerita apa je yg aqmar tak nangis.

byk kut!

cerita kelakar pun aqmar dh emo,

manadeeee

yeee, aqmar nangis tgk chibi maruko! for god sake, chibi marako kut.

. . sbb cerita tu sedih.

ye lah aqmar, cerita tu sedih -.-

seriously, Chibi Maruko cerita sedih kut. ada satu masa tu dia patut makan dgn "kakak angkat" dia tp "kakak angkat" dia jahat, tak nak mkn dgn dia, sbb "kakak angkat" dia nak main. so dia mkn sorg2 mknn yg mak dia masak dgn harapan dia bergembira dgn "kakak angkat" dia TAPI LAST2 DIA MAKAN SORG2 AJE huuuuu sedih kan :'(

pastu cerita cekerama kt tv3 mcm @#$%^&*(**^ aje. sedih gilaaaaaa. tsk tsk.

especially yg ada kaitan psl family ni :( lagi lagi pasal mak :((

tgk tak cerita Bila Mama Pakai Celana? ha, tak faham gila kenapa semuorg gelak tgk cerita tu. everyone was like "haha gila drama mak dia". cerita tu sedihhhhh kut, mak dia mestilah terasa anak-anak dia sembunyikan something drpd dia eventhough actually sebenarnya dorg nak buat surprise party untuk mak dia tp stilllll, diorg semua ignore mak dia mula2. mestilah mak dia sedihhh, mestilah mak dia menangissss aarrrghhh, i tk boleh la tgk cerita mak menangis mcmni. walaupun for laughing purposes at the end :/ rasa sedih sangat. sangat.

ELEH AQMAR IKLAN MERDEKA PUN MENANGIS!

2010-02-03T11:33:00.000-08:00

what if Adam decides to stay in his world and dont come back?

what if Nur doesn't give Adam a second chance?

will everyone have a happy ending at the end?

can i stay 17 forever please?

2010-02-01T16:39:00.000-08:00

pretyyyy pleaseeeeee

if i have you in my facebook account, you'll notice i use my old picture as my current profile picture. it's not that i want to stay young forever or what not. it's just . . well . . dont you feel scared when you're turning into 18? yeah, that means your age is legal to do lotsa stuff. but . . it's just scary. i dont know why, and basically i dont have time for this actually, byk kerja wooooo so pendekkan cerita im already used to people calling me as an underage kid. and tho i kinda like it, i used to wish that im 18. but now, when the time has come. im not so sure what im wishing for is what i really wished for.

"careful what you wishing for, because you might just get it - you might just get it"

okay, pussycat doll, i understand -.-

hai saya tuan puteri dari kayangan

2010-01-28T00:22:00.000-08:00

hahaha okay ignore the title

COMING SOON

takde mase nak update psl AGD skrg, so laterrr! :)

stuff that will make me say

2010-01-27T10:55:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE?!

this is not about democracy or what not anymore. you people just make it so, so that it seems as if we are not liberal etc. this is more on religion confusion. WHAT WILL THE KIDS SAY? "oh we can pray to Allah in church now?" WHAAT *kan dah tkeluar my inner lawyer. nasib baik uia bg architecture course, bukan law.

yang ini lagi menyedihkan

totally unacceptable -.-

oh god,

2010-01-23T07:13:00.000-08:00

reason not to sleep tonight:

1) cutting planes

2) sketching ideas

3) lettering fonts

4) redrawing keys

5) him

i dont want to dream about him again like last night. this should not be happening.

this should not be happening.

saya pelajar universiti

2010-01-22T23:29:00.000-08:00

so yeah, my time at UIA PJ is already near to an end. i should be saying this with a great big smile. but i dont know, i'll miss being here for sure. i heard at UIA GOMBAK, the room is divided into four compartments. i mean. that is cool. lotsa privacy and all. but. i can never imagine having a place by my own. sleeping alone. not having to share mirror anymore. stuffing my things at only my own place. i mean how can someone ever do that?

if you ever visit KC 930, you'll find everyone's stuff is at everyone's else place. B's scarfs and cardigans at my locker. my contact lens cases, solutions, eyeliners, etc at P's table. D's pillows at B's bed. dan macam-macam lagi lah. im gonna miss that. im gonna miss living in a 9th-floor-room, for sure. there are more things we get to experience - thanks to those in-charge in putting us in KC 930. err

when it is about to rain, we're the first to know.
when there's earthquake, we're the first to feel. ~~and the first to run crazily.~~
when the lift brakes down, we're the first to swear (tapi inilah alasan paling hebat bila lambat datang class : Madam, lif rosak.)

selalu nya orang suka duduk kat bilik tinggi ini sebab 1) sejuk dan 2) takde nyamuk. betul sejuk, byk angin semua itu. tapi rasanya sbb itu juga lah, barang byk tiba tiba hilang tanpa bukti sahih. saya ulang, BYK! -.- pastu mana ada takde nyamuk!=.= rasenya tingkat 9 lah paling byk nyamuk. nyamuk-nyamuk UIA ini sgt aktif. dan kuat. haih, dah bermacam-macam cara kami telah lakukan untuk menghalau mereka daripada berBBQ setiap malam di KC 930, tapi mereka masih berpartay lagi. lotion with Moshield, bende bulat2 hijau yg keluarkan asap tu, shieldtox, dan mcm2 lagi tak pernah berjaya. haih,

sampai satu hari terpaksa pergi ke Cameron Highlands

walaupun sakit telinga dalam perjalanan ke atas

dan walaupun terpaksa meredah hutan rimba

okay fine, mungkin ladang tomato aje sebenarnya

hanya untuk mendapatkan *drumrolls*

jeng

okay, Aqmar. pendekkan sikit. entry ni dah panjang gila.

"FINE!"

"UNTUK MENDAPATKAN INI!"

POKOK HALAU NYAMUK!

tapi akhirnya, tak beli pun. sebab duit byk dihabiskan beli benda-benda lain. hik hik. tapi saya beli ini.

COMEL KAAAANNNNN? :3

okay im out of the topic again, basically i really wanna say im going to miss this place. although lately almost everyone is cursing this place to doom. well i dont blame them. but whatever, this place taught me A LOT. and gave me heck a lot of friends to die for. experience? bien sur. memories? lagi lah, heee :) this place is the second place i feel such placid in heart, after alFana Centre, Doha. There's a wisdom behind every single thing. and surely there's a wisdom behind me being here.

♥ KC 930

ride on the dreamboat

2010-01-20T06:53:00.000-08:00

"dalam famili kita kan, semuorg pandai masak! kecuali . ." *all eyes roll to Aqmar*

Fine.

nanti Aqmar dah 18, Aqmar belajar la memasak! Aqi 16, pandai je masak.

Fine.

Angah tuuuu! dia pandai bake so takpe.

proof Angah is good at baking : CLICK HERE

she can bake everything, you name it. but my favourite is the cute cupcakes. and the sugary-icing-on-top biscuits. and the hot muffins. oh! and the coookiesss. now that she's back from UTP, i can always smile my way home and go to the kitchen and find some full-filled cookie jars. Hee.

So go check out the Dreamboat Desserts.

hanya yang terhebat

2010-01-12T12:35:00.000-08:00

RIGHT NOW IS 4.30 AM. not sleeping again because need to finish rendering the guard house plans. geram betul. guard house aje nak kene lukis sampai 7 plans : roof view, front view, top view, A-A profile view, axonometric view, one-point perspective view and two-point perspective view. fuhh. tp apa lagi geram ialah bila tgh penat-penat buat kerja kt study room, ternampak bunch of guys tgh main futsal kat Futsal Court belakang Umar Khattab College. dan sekarang, saya ulang suara, ialah pukul 4.30 pagi. lelaki sgt hebat -.-

try slow mo

2010-01-09T11:03:00.000-08:00

I dont get it when people make such a fuss about fast-tracks, finishing study early, cutting lanes, and all that stuff. i mean, why? with a capital W.

someone told me about there's this one guy who's doing his Degree at age 10. i mean im not trying to say it's a bad thing or something, it shows how freaking genius you are, alright. but dont you realise how a lot you're missing? your childhood memories consist of . . no childhood memories. you can never remember the time when you eat something foolish, or spend days inventing crazy games. my favourite game is acting out scenes in movies. usually i have a sister called Erra Fazira hahaha. or sketchbooks of your crayon-drawings and dream houses. the only flashbacks you'll have is probably sitting in exam halls, finishing assignments and all that, you know what i mean?

i've always get pretty jealous when people talk about their high school life, because how to put it in words i missed that. i missed all those high school crush, gossiping after school through house phone, persembahan kelas waktu perhimpunan, making last-minute scrapbooks, senior-junior crisis, SPM stress, dan waktu rehat tepi padang . tsk

Im tired. i dont want to live a life of shortcuts anymore.

can I spare a minute to breathe slowly and just doing nothing? Enjoy those things around me and laugh for no reason. all my friends right now are still having their teenager moments and i, already, have to think about my future jobs and all that, heh

my latest project - tectonic model

when boys are over flower

2010-01-09T05:04:00.000-08:00

"Dont be like that, and just call her."

"Think well. You're agreeing to be her slave if you call her first."

"Im not going to call. Just watch if I even move a finger until she says to meet first."

"That's right. Well done, Gu Jun Pyo. That's the first amendment of the guide of being a player, pushing and pulling."

"How can you say something like that while watching him? He's going crazy for the withdrawal symptoms of Gum Jan Di."

"Ah she's calling!"

"Be calm."

"Act as if you dont care. You know, right?"

Hello, who's this?

Gum Jan Di?

Who's that?

"Err . . that's just going a bit overboard."

"A bit? You mean a lot."

Oh! Oh, I remember!

What's up with you?

Do you think this Gu Jun Pyo is always free of time?

Im so busy, that I didnt even know that you didnt call for three days and thirteen hours.

"Hey man.. woh, woh"

"It's embarrassing that he's my friend."

What?

Who do you think I am?

Why would I go anywhere with people I dont know?

Im not going!

Im hanging up!

"Hee did you see that? Ha did you? You saw me yelling at her, right? I even hung up on her first haha."

WHAT IS WRONG WITH GUYS NOWADAYS -.- HAHA SERIOUSLY, ACTING ALL OH I-DONT-CARE IS SO NOT ATTRACTIVE

SEE, KAN COMEL MCMNI? :3

OH GOD, MEET ME WITH SOMEONE THAT I CAN GO ICE-SKATING WITH LIKE THIS, PLEASEEEE, PRETTY PLEASEEE HAHA

sebab takde sebab

2010-01-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

"you must have a reason to do something"

that's what everybody been telling me. so my life has been all about reason-based actions.

Kenapa masuk UIA? Sebab senang.

Kenapa potong kuku? Sebab nak bukak contact lens.

Kenapa menangis? Sebab kelakar.

Kenapa jalan mcm siput? Sebab dah lambat pergi kelas.

Kenapa dah tidur? Sebab ada banyak kerja.

dan semuorg pun ckp ha? Aqmar dah mula merepek lagi.

baiklah. Mari saya explain-kan.

Senang masuk UIA sebab UIA tak soal panjang2 kenapa tak ambil SPM. Kalau UiTM, dia suruh pergi interview lah, suruh tulis surat lah kenapa tak ambil SPM semua. Susah kan?

Kalau anda pakai contact lens, anda akan tahu betapa panjang pendek kuku adalah sangat crucial penting. Kalau panjang sangat, susah nak keluarkan contact lens dari mata. Lima minit yang pertama anda akan dapati diri anda tergolek-golek oleh kerana kuku anda tak sengaja cucuk mata anda. Lima minit yang kedua anda akan dapati diri anda berlari-lari mencari kelip kuku. Dan untuk setiap lima minit dalam hidup anda, anda akan sentiasa memastikan diri anda menyimpan kuku yang sedang-sedang aje panjang nye kerana tak mahu mengalami lima-lima minit yang penuh kesakitan lagi.

Alah, orang menangis sebab kelakar. Normal lah tu kan. Err, kan?

Kelas pukul 2. Tapi anda bangun pun dah pukul 2 setengah. Apa anda kena buat? Jalan lambat-lambat. Sebab kalau lari laju-laju, orang tahu anda dah lambat. Malu. Sebab kalau lari laju-laju, tudung anda akan berkeremuk. Malu. Sebab kalau lari laju-laju, anda tak boleh bagi reason, "Sorry Madam, saya sakit."

Bila buat kerja pagi-pagi buta, ilham datang berduyun-duyun. ~~Dan boleh cakap "Aqmar bangun awal harini lah Mama" bila Mama call dan tanya "Ha pukul berapa bangun harini?"~~

. . .

but there's one thing -- one very stupid stupid thing -- i could not reason. in fact, i could never reason. i just, urm, dont know how to put it in words. ah, let's just forget about that.

-.-

not now please *edited

2010-01-06T07:22:00.001-08:00

"COME! DONATE YOUR BLOOD!"

the ads are pasted everywhere around Mahallah. venue: AMF Hall. date: 6-8th January 2010. argh, why now? do it next month la please. next month i'll be 8teen. so i wont be needing any parent's permission for anything. but for this 36 days from today, i have to sustain myself from doing almost everything. including this:

~~well, urm. maybe i cannot blame my age for this. urm.~~

seriously. not fair, right?

i love you forever. forever is over.

2009-12-31T22:45:00.000-08:00

ini kali ke berapa entah terperangkap dalam bilik air sbb ada technician kat luar. i know, what a nice start for a new day of the new year! -.- uia ni mmg tak reti nak bg pengumuman. selalunya ini sahaja informasi yang dikongsi "Perhatian warga Mahallah Khadijah, ada technicain akan naik ke tingkat 9. Harap maklum" grr patutnya kalau ada technician nak naik, mereka patutnya bagitahu lah masa yang tepat technician tu nak naik. ini kadang2 habis je pengumuman, technician dah sampai tingkat 9, mana sempat nak lari masuk bilik. atau pun lagi sakit hati, tehnician yang suka naik unpredictably lambat. buat orang tertunggu-tunggu dan tertanya-tanya patutke keluar sekarang, patutke keluar sekarang bagi orang yang baru lepas mandi, nak balik bilik.

dan! patutnya mereka patut tambah lagi dengan menyatakan dimana technician tu akan lalu ikut wing mana, seperti ini "Perhatian warga Mahallah Khadijah, ada technician akan naik ke tingkat 9 dalam masa 10 minutes lagi, meggunakan tangga wing B, jadi sebab dia guna tangga, mungkin dalam masa 15 minutes lagi dia akan sampai ke tingkat 9. jadi dalam masa 10 minutes ini, sesiapa yang ingin menggunakan tangga wing B, sila berpakaian menutup aurat. kalau tak sempat, sila guna tangga wing A atau C. dan untuk penghuni tingkat 9, dalam masa 25 minutes lagi, sila berpakaian menutup aurat. terutama mereka yang berdekatan dengan bilik 930, kerana technician akan kesana. technician akan berada di tingkat 9 untuk lebih kurang setengah jam. dan kemudian, technician akan turun menggunakan lift pula, atas sebab dia sudah penat. jadi dalam masa satu jam lagi, diharap sesiapa yang ingin menggunakan lift, sila berpakaian menutup aurat. Sekian terima kasih."

ha, mcm ni baru lah betul ;) gerenti takde kes perempuan menjerit terkejut nampak lelaki di Mahallah lagi, 2010 ini.

* * * * *

oh 2009,

January

friendship starts here :)

March

went back to Doha; little reunion at Villagio

April

AC; a recorded dolce pain

May

KC; musim buahhh

June

nonstop outings; met Khalid + Amir + Wafa = dream brothers

July

along's first step into the marriage world

August

Asrul had officially join the club!

September

aidilfitri #1

October

aidilfitri #2

November

basketballing for smac; go idea!

December

cameron highlands; a week of peace & nature

p/s: my February 2009 never existed.

the best thing in life

2009-12-28T11:46:00.000-08:00

waking up and

realizing you still got few hours

left to sleep.

siapa setuju?

p/s: im working late kt studio again.

this time balik pukul 3 pagi -.-

itulah dia tuan-tuan dan puan-puan

2009-12-27T09:38:00.000-08:00

di Studio 3, itu Aqmar Ismail lah budak yg plg lmbt dtg, plg terlupa untuk bwk barang, plg kelam kabut buat kerja, dan kerana itu, plg selalu Madam kene duduk kat sebelah untuk assist kerja. dan itu Aqmar Ismail lah budak yg plg obvious tak gosok baju kurung dan tudung (atau kalau dia gosok pun, akan jadi keremuk balik, kerana asyik ~~berlari ke kelas~~, atau byk sgt bergerak masa duduk atas kerusi studio yg sumpah-tak-user-friendly-lansung tu dan mungkin kerana asyik bergerak gerak ke meja orang lain untuk ~~meniru~~ maksud saya, bertanya khabar heehee).

dan ini cara itu Aqmar Ismail bertanya khabar:

yo 'ssup? whatthehell T___T

eh omg! cantiknya sketching awak! tepatnya ukuran ni!

boleh pinjam skjp tak? saya nak buat rujukan hee hee

itu Aqmar Ismail ialah anak didik terbaik Mahaguru Drama Queen,

P Aljunid.

desktop background

2009-12-23T07:00:00.001-08:00

Damien: Dude!

Chuck: Dude. I'm Chuck Bass. Even Europeans must know what that means.

it's the blackwhite contest yaw

2009-12-14T20:23:00.000-08:00

my very first contest entered : BLACK & WHITE PHOTO CONTEST
sbb suke je tgk kwn2 masuk contest itu ini, saya pun nak try gak le :3

alaaa. sbb skrg ni dkt public library, (bwk cousins baca buku heee babysitter yg baik, i know! :P) jadi internet connection sgt slow, tak dpt nk post logo contest. Ampun buk Ezzan, nnt saya update bila smpai rumah okay. apa apa pun, mari join contest ni jika di My Pictures anda, ada gamba hitam putih seperti ini :

HELLO HELLO!
idk i love this picture bcause it seems like shouting hey low na so mitchuu~

and really it's nice to meet you :3

saya ada seorang adik part2

2009-12-13T15:06:00.000-08:00

remember Atiqah?

yup, tht sneaky sneaky girl, who knows i love her to death and she's my only little sister, so i would do anything for her. yup .. tht's her!

i was googling for ideas the other day on shapes and cubes for ED tectonic shapes project which kali ni hopefully la dpt A, ya Allah ya tuhanku. nak A aje, tk masuk gallery pun tak ape. which kalau dpt masuk pun boleh la, sbb tak perlu belanja Fuddin TGI lg. ade ke patut dia ckp kalau my project tak dpt masuk gallery, kene belanje dia TGI? dia igt apa. dia siap namakan band rock riot dia AKBFTGI. grr, siapa dpt teka, dia menang! haha sengal.

ANYWAY mengarut lagi, yeahhhh so me and Atiqah always have this crazy obsession on puzzles. we could spend days just sitting in rooms finishing one. and Atiqah could spend hours mastering how to solve rubik cubes, and hell yeah she's a pro. now she could just like putting the colours in order for like seconds! im so proud of you baby :') i taught you well ceh pdhal diri sendiri tak pernah lansung siapkan rubik cube tu haha annoying gila kut bende tu! takpe ade adik yg pandai sudah cukup (excuse) Allahuma barik so i dont know if you know, but i've just discovered yg ade such thing as rubik's mirror block. so cool wey, so i texted her to check it out.

and guess what she replied!

"apa yang cool nya kalau awak ada belikan untuk saya baru lah cool"

tiba tiba terasa rubik cube tak lah annoying mana -____-

why Raya rocks

2009-12-10T10:43:00.000-08:00

i know im wayy beyond wayy late to blog this post. but

"bialahhh"

haha okay, how was your raya?

my raya was awesome. it consists of (ye, tahu, skema. masih dlm exam mode lg, maaf) some hitching, red flats, my mom's tears and a ♥fairy princess♥. ouu yeahh, it did end with a little girl who've discovered that she could be a fairy. and thus, she became the fairy princess. ~~because she's cute, fairies could usea new cute princess, right~~

ANYWAY, back on topic it's been like --what-- years i havent celebrate raya Korban at my kampung (selalu kat Doha je). that means it have been years too, i havent seen an alive cow turn to a dead cow. so this year, me Iman and Angah gathered together to watch this hmm --indescribable-- event. but since Angah is already at kampung, so this left Iman to drive all-the-twoverylongandtiringhoursifImandrive-way to Ipoh. i could never let this happen, could i? hahaha ily Iman so we hitched our cousin's car.

Ipoh did the --indescribable-- event a day late, so when we arrived, we got nothing to do than eat, and eat, and more eating, and some facebook updates and well, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin txt msges tho after tht, ppl were like hahaha loser, mana ade org minta maaf kt raya korban. annoying gile Wafa bukan name sebenar ni gahh biarla org nak minta maaf bila pun, dh namanya raya, erti raya yg sebenar ---okay dont get me started on this one. it'll last forever. serious.

OKAY trying to keep on topic here so the next day, this was what happened:

hey kerbau! bersedia lah!

(gambar diambil slps semua kerbau disembelih)

ini mase sebelum kerbau disembelih

sebab penakut sangat nak dtg dekat, gambar ~~buntut~~ belakang org je dapat.

attempt untuk dtg dekat

muka sgt buruk, like i said excuse me, dh lame tk tgk kerbau kene sembelih

bila jauh, baru boleh senyum dan bergossip semula

(ye Iman sangat ntah hape hape, pergi tgk kerbau, tp nk pakai warna merah menyala ish ish)

ye, walaupun hanya 4tahun beza, kami byk bbeza. ~~esp kulit.~~ haa tgk tgk! hahaha ily Angah

sungguh gembira ini budak

dan sebab budak budak2 ini (ceh pdhal cousins semua tu) sgt mcm berani duduk depan2 dan tk habis2 pggl "eh Aqmar! Aqmar! (which sudah byk kali kene sound knp tk pggl kak Aqmar) meh la dok sini, lg nmpk!" sebab tk nk nmpk penakut, kak Aqmar ni pun dtg la ke depan. tapi belakang Angah, so mcm konon konon sacrifice nk bg Angah tgk lg dekat -___-

i might get a violent report from blogspot for uploading pictures of a dead cow, so i dont want to bother trying. some people just dont get the whole idea of Raya Koban. it's the day where we celebrate our sacrifices. will you willing to sacrifice your money to God's path? will you able to stay away from certain stuff like drinking, lying and even pigs! but that does not mean pigs are bad sinned creatures. no we never say that. tho pigs are bad for health, tht's why God order us to stay away from them. it's just a test. will you obey? or you rather disobey? even the tree God order Adam to stay away from. it's not a bad tree of something, well it's in heaven fgs. but tht's just a test for him. Allah just want to see who is His true believer. and if you choose to control your desires and make sacrifices, note this, you are on the right toll to Heaven, an everlasting happiness. there, if you wanna drink, drink up. if you wanna taste a pig, go eat some. no more rules. no more sacrifices. just you. and your rewards. forever.

EH sudah out of topic lagi, mari kita sambung. so then it's slicing up time. where you can find:

those who are working hard to slice up the meat

and

. . .

those who arent working hard

gossiping -____-

and some more gossiping, caught in action

maybe because we took a lot of pictures around that surau, or maybe because the way we dressed sorg pakai red flats sorg pakai glads. itu je kasut yg kiteorg bwk, nk buat cane. or maybe because we took too many pictures. yela nak tunjuk my mom di Doha, mestilah semua bende kene tangkap seperti:

kepala kerbau

ekor kerbau

papan tanda tulis name korban

(which btw, dia tulis name Iman as Aini hahahahaha)

tepi surau

that is when a girl came and asked "Akak ni dari KL yeah?"

and that is when we stopped giggling and snapping mcm org jakun.

. . .

ahhh maluuuuuu

one last picture: Iman drives!

p/s: nnti i'll continue part tears and fairy princess okay haha

perfectly perfect

2009-12-10T09:48:00.001-08:00

as long as you live, i think. as long as you live, you still give me something to hope for. something to dream about. something i can hold fast to.

whenever i wake up, i keep thinking what will happen today? will i bump into you? will you be at the plaza? these thoughts these stupid stupid thoughts of mine, spirits me up to live another day of my life. at least when i walk out of my room, i have something. something to look for. something that can smile my day.

you see,

you dont have to do anything.

just you being alive --- just your existence lightens mine.

p/s: can i have this happy ending too?

2009-12-04T00:57:00.000-08:00

kenapa pengorbanan itu pahit

haru-haru mudyo jyoga-ne

2009-11-29T13:03:00.000-08:00

"Girul goda no-wana uri maju-chinda-hedo
Mot bonchog hagoso gudero gadon-gil ga-jwo
Jakuman ye sengak-i to-oru-myon amado
Nado mule gudel chaja-galji-do mula
Non nul gu saram-gwa hengbok-hage non nul nega
darun mam an moge
Non nul jagun milyon-do an namke-kum jal
jine-jwo na boran-dushi
Non nul jo hanul-gati ha-yage dun gurum-gwado
gat-i sapara-ge
Non nul gure-ge uso-jwo amu il obsdus-i"

I HATE THIS SONG

i told myself i wont miss you, but i

2009-11-27T08:37:00.000-08:00

there's a lot of things to write

but i just dont feel like blurting it all out

you've already got it, anyway

and even if you dont

maybe you dont have to

maybe some words are better left

unspoken

after all

you never love me for your sake

this is how we roll

2009-11-23T04:19:00.000-08:00

ANDO & HIRO

it's LEGEN.. wait for it.. wait for it.. DARY!

for oh-idk-how-many-hours we've practised and practised and practised until we got it right, we've sweat ourselves like a pig tahan nk pergi tandas berperah otak untuk fikir new moves langgar sana langgar sini sakit kaki smpai kene tabur bedak atas lantai, all these just to put a smile back on your face.

we miss you.

we miss the you that loves to bully around and joke sarcastically
but will still able make us laugh at the end of the day
and for that, we'll do anything to get you shine again, A.

Bagaimana nak nmpk hot ketika minum Nescafe?

2009-11-21T09:58:00.000-08:00

everything seems to fall perfectly in place today :) like very perfectly kut. thank you Allah, i know He knows i was in a bit of gloomy mood last night. so He gave me something to smile about today, well actually not just some, all i must say.

im so happy today, i did this.

wooot, pegang nescafe pun tiba tiba jd mcm hot aje.
BAHAHAHA PERASAN GILA

then i got happier, i did this pula.

geram tgk angah punya nails, nak jugak buat mcm dia :P

dont ask why i picked baby blue, still teringat ingat kt warna jersey AED kut. ceh padahal itu je warna yg ade hahaha. oh kesengalan

Starts with My birthday

2009-11-20T13:31:00.000-08:00

And ends with His.

I miss AC.
I miss walking pass ABC.
I miss . .

Oh No you did not

2009-11-20T06:58:00.000-08:00

HELP NEEDED. siapa yg ada idea lg, sila bgtahuuu. I dont wanna lose! especially not to this Syasya hahahaha tak immature lnsung (please dont kill meeehh P)

---OHsomething beyond my expectation has just happened. You are, really, a mad mad person. "Do you feel like a man, when you pushed her around? Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? Well, I'll tell you my friend, this world's going to an end. As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found" - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

smacking baby blue part 2

2009-11-17T22:24:00.000-08:00

smacking baby blue part 1

guess who wore this no 2 jersey?

guess la guesss laaaa

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AQMAR ISMAIL! HA HA ( ok sengal sebentar -.-)
muka berpeluh gilaaaa, ini lah padahnya kalau bersukan pun tak selalu, tapi ada hati nak masuk tournament. baru first game dh pancit -____-

oh thankyou P, sbb amikkan gamba. Ilyvm!

tgk yg pakai no 2 tu, wahh ada gaya pemain basketball kan (HA HA ignore me, kesengalan dtg balik )

okay semakin dekat :)

okay okay, dh dekat :D

"psst pika, amik la gamba aku pulak"
"jap la, Aqmar tgh main ni"
"cepat la, penat je aku pakai tudung bunga bunga ni"
"haa ok la ok la. satu dua .. "

"TIGA!" (hahahaha D, please jgn bunuh I)

"eh mana Aqmar?"

"game dh habis dh pikaa, u bukan nak tgkp gamba i"
"sorry. td i amik gamba dlin skjp"
"ah sudah lah you"

skrg ICT punya game pulak.

"psst pika. amik gamba aku jap"

"P, kiteorg nk pergi bincang kt sana. Jom!"

"psst pika. pika!"

he he he

"pika pika! kiteorg nk tgk futsal. Jom! Cepat!"
(haha dialog tipu je okay, kalau betul kene tanam hidup hidup kut haha)

haha tahu. selekeh nak mati, tp time ni dh tak kisah lnsung. yg penting time tu ialah untuk bersorak gila gila untuk pasukan futsal IDEA. diorg masuk final tuuu :D

so esoknya, kitorg dtg lg untuk bersorak lagi gila gila untuk game final. siap bwk banner dan T-square lg kitorg. tu yg tk de gamba tu, semorg sibuk ketuk T-square masing masing. kitorg bersorak dan menyanyi "it's okay it's alright, come on IDEA fight fight fight!" semangat gila smpai ada pengumuman "Kepada penyokong-penyokong, sila kawal suara anda. Saya ulang, sila kawal suara anda."

fineeeeeee.
nak buat mcmane we're AEDians :P

cheering is what we do best!

so the following week, brothers' game pula.
dan seperti biasa, kami dtg jd cheerleaders lg :)

Aqmar Ismail dan kawan kawannya. HA HA HA saje tulis mcmtu. sekali sekala nk merasa mcm artist juga.

ANYWAY, time ni IDEA vs HS!

warm up dulu. haiyak!

sesi bersalaman
(HS comel gila pakai baju semua lain lain haha)

OKAY START!

NOW SHOOT SHOOT!

preeetttt! *elehh dengki punya referee

muka HSians lega shoot td tak kira -__-

aqmar: mkay, comel nya yg ituu
mkay: yg mana satu?
aqmar: yg tu! haa skrg dia tgh pegang bola
mkay: oh yg tu! name dia *****
aqmar: hotnya nameee :3

pastu pukul 12, ada pengumuman "Kepada semua penyokong Sisters, sila balik ke mahallah masing masing." gahhh annoying, tak sempat nk tgk game diorg smpai habis grr

volleyball pun tak sempat :/

dh la tu!
kiteorg kene ikut jalan jauh, sbb Sisters tak boleh jln depan UKC. haihhh menyusahkan!

kiteorg kene jalan keliling pdg untuk ke KC -__-

12.30 pm
lame gila kene jalannn

Have A Toast, You're Dead

2009-11-15T23:42:00.000-08:00

it's 2 pm.

but to us AEDians, this is our midnight.

after two long-kalau-kau-tidur-kau-sangat-gila-project-kene-hantar nights we have not sleep, we finally able to rest our head and doze off without having a nightmare of tersalah guna pen 0.6, patut nya 0.1 or tertumpah kopi atas plan 5-jam-baru-boleh-siap or ada org dengki dan koyakkan design dan paling menakutkan sekali ialah ada org dengki dan "ter"simbah Gojo dgn cat hitam! Ya Allah, worst nightmare tu kutt!

ehem, anyway.

selalu nya Wing C lah wing yg paling bising tak kira pagi ke malam. kadang kadang pukul 4 anda masih boleh dgr org menyanyi "down down down, even if the sky is falling down" dan "i gotta feeling wuuhuuu" dan "Ya Allahhhh salah colourrrrrr!" tapi sekarang ini, Wing C lah wing yg paling sunyi sepi. sangat sangat sepi.

because 3 hours ago, our first Environmental Design project has been submitted. and if you thought submission is the end, you're so not an AED student. though baru je habis presentation of everyone's design, new project datang menyusul. tapi apa aku kisah, aku akan tidur smpai class Graphic Communication esok pukul 2. and believe me, im not the only one *wink

*oh AED itu Archicture and Environmental Design (satu course yg boleh didapati di UIA. apply lah untuk course ini jika anda tak nak byk kawan kerana anda akan mendapati diri anda byk bergaduh dgn orang sekeliling tentang perkara seperti "This is not Yellow! This is Lemon Yellow!"

**dan kami kebanyakan nya ditempatkan di Wing C, sekian.

***oh satu lagi! maaf kalau pencampuran bahasa agak annoying. (dammit, i did it again) but i really cant think straight now. as i said, it's 2 pm. this is way past my bedtime. babaii

smacking baby blue

2009-11-14T09:23:00.000-08:00

it's tht time of the year again.

for UIAns like us, this is the time for us to get all spirited up, go all proud of each others' courses and curse other courses (pdhal sebelum ni tkde hal pun ngn course lain haha) (dan pdhal sebelum ni tk penah pun nk bangga dgn course sendiri, tp tiba tiba aje nk memekik setiap malam back up course sendiri)

yeah people.

it's SMAC time!

*i'll blabber about this later, as i got ED project to finish by monday. bye for now :)

dengarlah duniaaaa

2009-10-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

this is my new semester revolution:

i will try to get enough sleep so tht every day, i will wake up early and leave room930 at 8 am. dont matter if i got class or not, i will still leave the room after 8am. so most probably you will see me squating at my favorite spot at the library. yes, i do have a favorite spot at the library. i love libraries shut up. this is my new way of self-discipline inspired by Ba Syukor! HAHA my other plans of self-discipline never works T__T blame it on roomates' wonders of collecting must-watch movies. like seriously. sampai hampir setiap hari org dtg bilik nk copy movies. penat gila. bukan setakat movies aje, kadang kadang tu .. ANYWAY! back to the main topic,

for this new semester, i will also register all my electrical items. get my outing card signed. then never forgot to return it back at madam's pigeon hole. those are the things i got summoned for. yeah, uia can be pretty $&*()&^%#$@ sometimes. dh la sekali kene saman rm50! arghh gila. pastu yg tak boleh blah nye, uia gives us girls hell of time about the outing card, tp when i asked the boys, they were like "outing card tu apa?" WTH! siapa tk panass. thank god there's only one semester left. eh OMG! im going off topic again -.- dh la, mahu pack barang. i'll be going back to uia pj tonight. wish me luck! no seriously i need it.